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25 ivnisi - 8 ivlisi 2010<br />
aRmovaCine.<br />
ase iyo Tu ise, gripisagan da gaciebisgan<br />
Tavdasacav niorze gamZle gamovdeqi<br />
_ aTiode dReSi, Sevsebuli<br />
ubis wignakiT, fotoebiT da STabeWdilebebiT,<br />
axali wlis wina dReebSi,<br />
isev irkutskSi Camovfrindi.<br />
aeroportSi im wlebis Sesaferisi<br />
kakafonia sufevda. bargi-barxaniT,<br />
ojaxebianad ayrili, bedis maZiebeli<br />
moqalaqeebi, axal-axali samSeneblo<br />
brigadebi, saeWvo Sexedulebis tipebi,<br />
sas<strong>me</strong>liT tvindabuJebuli alkoholikebi,<br />
nair-nairi, aeroportebis<br />
da sazogadoebrivi TavSeyris adgilebis<br />
tkipebi... vis ar naxavdiT, ranairi<br />
fizionomia ar gaivlida Sens Tvalwin.<br />
es iyo cocxali suraTebis galerea,<br />
ro<strong>me</strong>lic cxvirwin moZraobda,<br />
kamaTobda, qoTqoTebda, Cxubobda da<br />
diafilmis kadrebiviT aRar Tavdeboda.<br />
vidre moskovisaken gamosamgzavrebeli<br />
bileTebis registracia daiwyeboda,<br />
ayayanebul mosacdel darbazSi,<br />
skamze Tavisufali adgili `movipove.~<br />
Cemodani gverdiT movidgi da Ra<strong>me</strong>naTevs,<br />
miuxedavad imisa, rom vecade ar<br />
CamZineboda, ruli mainc mo<strong>me</strong>ria _<br />
gniasi, reproduqtorSi qalis monotonuri<br />
xma, TandaTan erTmaneTSi aizila,<br />
elvis siswrafiT damSorda, gaiwela,<br />
rogorc mindorSi maRali Zabvis<br />
mavTulebis zuzuni da, bolos sul<br />
miwyda. miwyda da moTovil velze, dilis<br />
mzis sxivebs rom ireklavda,<br />
ZaRlebSebmuli narta davinaxe. nartaze<br />
mdgari Cemi axali nacnobi, mufTa-<br />
Si xelebSeyofili, loyebawiTlebuli<br />
gana avdonina enagadmogdebul ZaRlebs<br />
aqezebda. gogo marxils <strong>Cems</strong>ken<br />
moacurebda, magram mosvla vin acala,<br />
uceb aliaqoTis xmam amomagdo Zilis<br />
morevidan _ Cemgan cota moSorebiT,<br />
mosacdeli darbazis gasasvlelTan,<br />
SequCebuli mgzavrebis gorgali gaiSala<br />
da vidre xeirianad gaverkveodi<br />
Tu ra xdeboda, moklejubianma, myarad<br />
Cadgmulma, wverianma kacma Cemi Cemodani<br />
gverdiT momidga.<br />
_ nu geSiniaT, yvelaferi rigzea!<br />
_ mxarze xeli momiTaTuna.<br />
ase gavicani valodia.<br />
rogorc Semdeg gavige, man da misma<br />
orma <strong>me</strong>gobarma, <strong>Cems</strong> skamTan saeWvod<br />
atorRialebuli, viRac mawanwala SeamCnies.<br />
qurdi, roca darwmunda, rom<br />
namdvilad Ca<strong>me</strong>Zina, Cemodani amacala.<br />
gasasvlelisaken gaZurwuli mZarcveli<br />
xalxSi mimalvas cdilobda, magram<br />
valodia waswvda kiserSi. qurdma<br />
gaibrZola, Tumca muStic rom miiRo,<br />
awapnuli Cemodani daagdo da Tavs uSvela.<br />
am faqts gansakuTrebuli aRSfo-<br />
Teba an gakvirveba ar gamouwvevia, mosacdelis<br />
cxovreba Cveuli ritmiT gagrZelda.<br />
Cemodnidan, <strong>Cems</strong> aTdRian epopeas<br />
saswauliT gadarCenili, `eniselis~<br />
ukanaskneli boTli amoviRe da,<br />
aeroportis sasauz<strong>me</strong>Si Cveni gacnoba<br />
aRvniSneT.<br />
rogorc gairkva, valodia, cimbirel<br />
<strong>me</strong>tyeveebze piesis dasawerad, mivlinebiT<br />
baikalze imyofeboda, misi<br />
ori <strong>me</strong>gobari ki, mgoni niJni-angarskis<br />
raionSi momuSave geologiuri eqspediciidan,<br />
zamTris ardadagebze Sin,<br />
moskovSi brundebodnen. roca gaiges<br />
erTi gza gvqonda, valodiam <strong>me</strong>c gamomarTva<br />
pasporti, iyoCaRa da gamgzavrebis<br />
msurvelTa aboboqrebuli morevidan<br />
oTxi dajavSnuli adgili da<br />
Rilebawyvetili juba gamoitana.<br />
male `Casxdomac~ gamoacxades.<br />
Tvra<strong>me</strong>t gradusian yinvaSi, trapTan<br />
yuryutis Semdeg, rogorc iqna ukve<br />
asafrenad agugunebuli Tvimfrinavis<br />
Tbil salonSi aRmovCndiT.<br />
adgilebi rom davikaveT, valodia,<br />
<strong>me</strong>gobrebma <strong>me</strong>reRa Seaqes, im domxalidan<br />
cocxali rogor gamoxvedio.<br />
_ amaze uaresic minaxavs _ ormocdaca<strong>me</strong>tis<br />
martSi, niJni-novgorodidan<br />
moskovamde, jer kidev moswavlem,<br />
stalinis samgloviaro dReebze<br />
dasaswrebad, xan gadaWedili tamburiT,<br />
xanac matareblis kibeebze Camokidebulma<br />
vimgzavre... iseTi ambavi iyo,<br />
wiTel moedanze, zRva xalxi Seenaya<br />
erTmaneTs, <strong>me</strong> SuaSi movye da lamis gavigude.<br />
susti, wowola ymawvili, Sewebebuli<br />
masidan, viRac RvTisniers rom<br />
ar gamoveyvane, axla Zvel axalwlam-<br />
de mogiwevdaT irkutskis aeroport-<br />
Si yuryuti... <strong>me</strong>re hyvebodnen, im jglerTaSi<br />
bevri dasaxiCrdao... Cemze ki<br />
yvelaze <strong>me</strong>tad iciT ram imoq<strong>me</strong>da?<br />
xalxis daSlis Semdeg, gverdze mixvetili,<br />
cal-cali fexsac<strong>me</strong>li, Camoxeuli<br />
saxeloebi, xelCanTebi, qudebi,<br />
Tavsafrebi, xeljoxebi rom eyara...<br />
patara viyavi, magram am uCveulo sasaflaom<br />
mainc Zalian Semzara.<br />
valodia, rogorc saerTod sCveoda,<br />
xmamaRla, mkveTri JestikulaciiT<br />
hyveboda.<br />
gazeTs CaCerebulma Cvenma Tanamgzavrma,<br />
pavlik antonovma, Cexovis `xa-<br />
TriT,~ anton pavloviCs rom eZaxdnen,<br />
saTvale tkacuniT dakeca da valodias<br />
damrigebluri toniT uTxra:<br />
_ Cemo <strong>me</strong>gobaro, ai, swored eg<br />
aris monoba.<br />
_ ra SuaSia monoba? _ gaukvirda<br />
valodias.<br />
_ netarxsenebulma stalinma, Seni<br />
ojaxidan Tu sagvareulodan, lamis<br />
yvela mamakaci aaorTqla, dedaSens mucelSi<br />
rom ar hyolodi, albaT, Senc<br />
imaT gzas gagiyenebda... da, mainc amdeni<br />
pativi dasde, vagonis saxelurze<br />
dakonwialebulma imgzavre... Tanac,<br />
saidan sad _ gorkidan moskovamde!<br />
_ elaparake axla amas, _ miubrunda<br />
gajavrebuli valodia iluminatorTan<br />
miyuJul <strong>me</strong>ore Tanamgzavrs,<br />
Jurnalis bolo furcelze dabeWdil<br />
Tavsatexs Cakirkitebuli, wamoWrili<br />
TemiT dainteresebas maincdamainc<br />
rom ar amJRavnebda, _ gamagebine, Sei-<br />
Zleba seriozuli kaci ase martivad<br />
msjelobdes?.. es Cveni anton pavloviCi<br />
geologi ki ara, arqeologi rom<br />
iyos, uaxloesi istoriis Sreebs <strong>me</strong>ti<br />
gonierebiT gamoikvlevda... ase ar<br />
aris?<br />
_ valodia, nu gaviwydeba, rom<br />
Tqveni mona-morCilic geologia da<br />
SeiZleba `istoriuli Sreebi~ <strong>me</strong>c zereled<br />
gadavqeqo, _ dauqnia <strong>me</strong>orem mokauWebuli<br />
TiTi.<br />
_ mand, mgoni, male stalinis sadRegrZelosac<br />
dalevT! _ daiZaxa vi-<br />
Racam ukanidan da sicilma gaamxiarula<br />
saloni.<br />
_ ratomac ara, _ gamoepasuxa valodia,<br />
_ ormocdaxuTSi, oderze, fexebs<br />
rom gabaninebdaT, is xom mogwondaT?<br />
zesadRegrZeloebsac ar iSurebdiT,<br />
mamas da marCenals eZaxdiT, rogorc<br />
R<strong>me</strong>rTze, ise loculobdiT... ma-<br />
Sin sad iyaviT, ratom ar gaxsendebodaT<br />
usamarTlod represirebuli Cemi<br />
ojaxi?<br />
uxilavi ambrazuridan, aRaravin<br />
gamoepasuxa.<br />
mxolod anton pavloviCma Cailaparaka:<br />
_ Cveni dumili nu gagaTama<strong>me</strong>bs!..<br />
Tundac yvelaze araordinarulad<br />
moazrovne individebi, bolos mainc<br />
marcxdebian saerTo azrTan brZola-<br />
Si.<br />
_ mag logikiT qriste da jordano<br />
brunoc damarcxebulebad unda<br />
CavTvaloT _ erTi jvars acves, <strong>me</strong>ore<br />
dawves!<br />
anton pavloviCma xeli Caiqnia, vi-<br />
Tom SenTan kamaTi ar Rirso da isev<br />
saTvale daikosa.<br />
oTxmocdarvaSi, bufetidan wamosulebs,<br />
ukve kaixnis <strong>me</strong>gobrebi gveTqmoda<br />
_ TbilisSi <strong>me</strong> vmaspinZlobdi<br />
xol<strong>me</strong>, moskovSi _ valodia.<br />
maSin ise daemTxva,<br />
rom niJni-novgorodidan<br />
(am Zvel, <strong>me</strong>ca<strong>me</strong>te<br />
saukuneSi daarsebul<br />
qalaqs, ocdaa-<br />
Tian wlebSi Serq<strong>me</strong>uli<br />
gorkis saxeliT<br />
arasodes ar moixseniebda)<br />
deda hyavda Camoyvanili,oTxmocdaxuT<br />
wels mitanebuli,<br />
welSi gamarTuli,<br />
yoCaRi qalbatoni,<br />
ro<strong>me</strong>lic yvelaze wvrili<br />
SriftiT anawyobsac<br />
usaTvalod ki-<br />
Txulobda da Soreuli<br />
bavSvobidan moyolebuli,<br />
wvrilmani<br />
ambebic ki uklebliv<br />
axsovda.<br />
literatorTa saxlidan<br />
ermolovas Te-<br />
literaturuli literaturuli gazeTi<br />
gazeTi<br />
atrSi SeviareT, valodiam Tavisi piesis<br />
reJisori moinaxula. piesidan ro<strong>me</strong>liRac<br />
scenis amoRebaze SeTanxmdnen,<br />
iqidan damgzavrebuli msaxiobi qali<br />
saxlamde mivacileT da Sin gvian davbrundiT.<br />
valodias dedam safengadafarebul<br />
magidaze lamazad gawyobili vax-<br />
Sami dagvaxvedra.<br />
erTi Wiqa wiTeli, qarTuli Rvino<br />
TviTonac miirTva, magram saW<strong>me</strong>ls xeli<br />
ar daakara, eqvsis Semdeg aRar geaxlebiTo.<br />
<strong>me</strong>re Zveli, niJni-novgorod-<br />
Si da volgaze momxdari, burlakuri<br />
ambebis moyola daiwyo. yveboda gul-<br />
SiCamwvdomi, <strong>me</strong>lodiuri xmiT, rom<br />
uceb, valodiam, ratomRac dedis<br />
gabrazeba gadawyvita.<br />
_ deda, Seni biografiidan zogjer<br />
iseT raRacas moxev, rom <strong>me</strong>Cveneba _<br />
im dros dabadebuli ar unda yofiliyavi...<br />
burlakebi, Cveni saukunis dasawyisSi,<br />
faqtiurad aRar iyvnen, xolo<br />
niJni-novgorodis dramatuli Teatri,<br />
sadac mqonda bedniereba <strong>me</strong>c <strong>me</strong>mo-<br />
Rvawa, kidev ufro adre, <strong>me</strong>cxra<strong>me</strong>te<br />
saukunis oTxmocdaaTian wlebSi gaixsna.<br />
Tqven ki, Tu dabadebis mowmobas<br />
davujerebT, Tqveni movlinebiT, sul<br />
cota, aTi wlis Semdeg mainc gaabedniereT<br />
cisqveSeTi...<br />
_ Sexede! _ Seawyvetina warbis aweviT<br />
dedam, _ gamodis, rom <strong>me</strong> tyuilis<br />
Tqmas vkadrulob.<br />
_ ara, mTlad egre ar miTqvams...<br />
_ diax, swored egre Tqvi... didi madloba!..<br />
colma amitom ver gagiZlo da<br />
gagcilda... mSvenivrad gexerxeba adamianis<br />
gulistkena!<br />
_ kargi, axla, nu gamibrazdebi, _<br />
moexvia zurgidan siciliT, _ adamianebi<br />
zogjer zed<strong>me</strong>tad vendobiT Cvens<br />
<strong>me</strong>xsierebas-<strong>me</strong>Tqi... ubralod, rogor<br />
vTqva, <strong>me</strong>ti zomierebaa saWiro...<br />
_ ufro uaresi... didi madloba!..<br />
<strong>me</strong> Sen veRar gcnob, vera!.. Tumca rodis<br />
ar iyavi aseTi... vityvi, aRar unda<br />
Camovide-<strong>me</strong>Tqi da mainc...<br />
_ deda, mapatie...<br />
_ <strong>Cems</strong> SeniSvnebs sjobia Seni piesebis<br />
gmirebs mixedo!.. wagikiTxavT? _<br />
momibrunda <strong>me</strong>, _ adre bevrad ukeTesad<br />
werda... sruli anaqronizmia, ase<br />
viRa laparakobs? sad ipova Cvens mdabiur,<br />
muSur-glexur yofaSi tolstois<br />
sakadrisi maRalfardovneba...<br />
wavida is ruseTi, mokvda, Seni uxerxemlo<br />
piesebiT veRar gaacocxleb!.. iqneb,<br />
ase, Seni Zvirfasi <strong>me</strong>gobrebi <strong>me</strong>tyveleben,<br />
TveobiT ojaxs mowyvetilebi<br />
cimbirSi rom dawanwaleben?<br />
_ Cemze nawyeni imaT raRas erCi, xom<br />
kargad ici, rom isini SesaniSnavi adamianebi<br />
arian da arc inteligentoba<br />
da zomieri maRalfardovneba akliaT.<br />
_ rom ar akldeT, SenTan ar i<strong>me</strong>gobreben!<br />
_ ar dauTmo, magram mxarze<br />
Camodebul, yelTan mixutebul Svilis<br />
gaburZgnul Tavs abuzRunebuli mainc<br />
gauyuCda.<br />
navaxS<strong>me</strong>vs, roca davweqi, samzareuloSi,<br />
tkbil baasSi erTad alagebdnen<br />
magidas, recxavdnen WurWels da dro<br />
da dro gulianad CakuWkuWdebodnen<br />
xol<strong>me</strong>.<br />
yuri mivugde _ valodia <strong>Cems</strong> monayols<br />
uambobda, Tanac, ra Tqma unda,<br />
rogorc sCveoda, ufro msuyed, xatovanad<br />
da rac mTavaria _ `maRalfardovnad.~<br />
ise Ca<strong>me</strong>Zina, ver gavige maspinZlebi<br />
rodis dawvnen.<br />
proza 3<br />
diliT mainc Cemze adre adgnen _<br />
deda samzareuloSi aCxakunebda Cais<br />
WurWels, Tan raRac gemriels tafaze<br />
aSiSxinebda, valodia ki aivanze saqmianobda.<br />
<strong>me</strong>c gavedi.<br />
aivnis moajiri dafifquliyo _<br />
irgvliv nela, uxalisod Tovda.<br />
aivnis TavSi gverdigverd midgmul,<br />
daskoril taburetebze ori galia<br />
idga. erTi carieli iyo, <strong>me</strong>oreSi gulwiTela<br />
Citebi, SuaSi gadebul xarixas<br />
CabRauWebulebi Camohyurebdnen. mxatvris<br />
msxvilTava funjiT sadgoms<br />
rogor uxvetavdaT valodia da nagavs<br />
Tunuqis kolofSi yrida.<br />
dasufTavebas rom morCa, galiaSi<br />
xis jamiT sakenki Sedga. xarixidan<br />
Camofrenili Citebi jams niskartebis<br />
kakuniT miesivnen.<br />
_ sakenki aRar gvqonia... dRes Citebis<br />
bazarzec unda SeviaroT, <strong>me</strong>ore<br />
galiisaTvis `mdgmurebi~ SeviZinoT...<br />
rogor geZina?<br />
_ mkvdariviT.<br />
_ saqarTveloSi <strong>me</strong>c kargad mZinavs.<br />
aq ar vici ra <strong>me</strong>marTeba, _ muxlisTavebi<br />
CaiferTxa da moxrilma<br />
qvemodan amomxeda, _ gana Sen gamoricxav,<br />
rom im ZaRls SeiZleba marTla<br />
uyvars qali, romlis saqcielmac<br />
wonasworobidan gamoiyvana?<br />
ga<strong>me</strong>cina _ kidev <strong>Cems</strong> monayolze<br />
fiqrobda.<br />
_ ver getyvi, ZaRls amaze araferi<br />
uTqvams.<br />
_ da iqneb, es siyvaruli, sulac ar<br />
iyos calmxrivi! _ mravalmniSvnelovnad<br />
Camikra Tvali.<br />
_ <strong>me</strong>tis<strong>me</strong>tad mZi<strong>me</strong> Tema xom ar<br />
SevawuxeT?<br />
_ Tuki cxovrebaSi moipoveba msgavsi<br />
anomaliuri, Tundac erTi SemTxveva,<br />
maSin ratom ar unda SevawuxoT,<br />
warmoudgenelic warmovidginoT?<br />
ZaRls erTguleba rom SeuZlia,<br />
araerTxel daamtkica adamianTan<br />
Tanacxovrebis xangrZlivi istoriis<br />
manZilze. gvaqvs safuZveli vifiqroT,<br />
rom misTvis ucxo arc siyvarulis<br />
grZnobaa. hoda, Ralatis mcdelobam,<br />
maSinve dabada gawbilebuli<br />
mijnuris bunebrivi reaqcia...<br />
_ otelos cxvirsaxoci...<br />
_ ara, es ufro <strong>me</strong>tia _ ugono Seyvarebulma<br />
naturalurad dainaxa, rom<br />
Ralatoben!<br />
_ amitomac iskupa eWviT gagiJebulma<br />
mavrma...<br />
_ saeWvo raRa iyo... qals rom ar<br />
eyoCaRa...<br />
_ wirvas gamomiyvanda da wuxelis,<br />
am ambavze, veRar icinebdiT.<br />
_ mapatie, Seni nebarTvis gareSe<br />
rom movuyevi deda<strong>Cems</strong>... cota raRacebic<br />
wavamate, xom ici, mwerali zog<br />
ra<strong>me</strong>s ise yveba, rogorc sinamdvileSi<br />
moxda, zogsac ise, rogorc unda rom<br />
yofiliyo, _ Tavi damnaSave bavSviviT<br />
damixara, _ Semindob?<br />
_ rom ar Segindo, ras izam?<br />
_ rasac <strong>me</strong>tyvi... Tundac aqedan<br />
gadavxtebi... oRond jer visauzmoT!<br />
vnaxav, dedaCemi ratom ar gveZaxiso,<br />
valodia samzareuloSi Sevida da<br />
aivanze marto davrCi.<br />
sasiamovno susxma naWuWiviT Semomafcqvna<br />
sawolidan ayolili moTen-<br />
Tiloba. sufTa, grili haeri orpiriviT<br />
aniavebda filtvebs, mabruebda da<br />
<strong>me</strong>gona, gamsubuqebuls, feradi<br />
burTebi TandaTan maRla-maRla mimawialebdnen.<br />
Werze TokebiT dakidul, spilos<br />
Zvlisfer savarjiSo rgolebs xelebi<br />
CavWide da Tvalebi davxuWe.<br />
axla marTla vigrZeni, rom raRac<br />
Zalam aivnidan atacebuli zemoT wamiRo.<br />
simaRlis SiSi ara maqvs, magram ise-<br />
Ti mkveTri iyo Semodgomis janRiT<br />
daburuli qalaqis Tavze eulad prowialis<br />
gancda, rom uneburad rgolebs<br />
magrad CaveWide.<br />
aseT ra<strong>me</strong>s TviTmfrinavSi ver igrZnob.<br />
iluminatori gborkavs, amcirebs<br />
xedvis kuTxes, aq ki, Rrublebis<br />
TeTr, dapentil matylSi gaxveuli<br />
davyurebdi mravalmilionian qalaqs,<br />
adamianebis ukidegano sabudars.<br />
gaTenda, SuSdebodnen RamiT daRlili<br />
vnebebi, iferTxebodnen uCveulo<br />
sizmrebiT gawa<strong>me</strong>buli zewrebi da<br />
dasasruli <strong>me</strong>-6 gverdze
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