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6<br />

proza<br />

dasawyisi N 55<br />

xmalaZe gaSra. moulodnelobisgan<br />

veraferi moaxerxa da isRa SesZlo,<br />

rom Tanxmobis niSnad Tavi daaqnia, Ti-<br />

Tqos marTlac ar icoda sakuTari ufrosis<br />

gvari da am gvaris gamxelis survili<br />

hklavda isev da isev eTerisgan.<br />

– viqtor lomTaTiZe, CvenTanac bevrjer<br />

yofila, rom hkiTxo, Cems qmars<br />

emegobreba, ras ityvi?!<br />

yovelgvarma pasuxma azri dakarga.<br />

xmalaZes sircxviliT Tavi arsad gamoeyofoda<br />

da saqme saqmeze Tu midgeboda,<br />

SesaZloa, es Tavic daekarga. xeli<br />

xels banso, swored amaze iyo naTqvami.<br />

xmalaZe iZulebuli Seiqna, eTeris wesebiT<br />

eTamaSa da sanugeSod isRa rCeboda,<br />

rom qalebs masze Zlieri mamakacebisTvisac<br />

sruliad advilad mougrexiaT<br />

kiseri.<br />

TbilisSi siciveebi daiwyo.<br />

dedaqalaqis saswavleblebis gaTboba,<br />

arsebuli xelSekrulebis Tanaxmad,<br />

`meqarxneTa sazogadoebas~ evaleboda,<br />

miuxedavad amisa, xsenebuli sazogadoeba<br />

sakuTari movaleobis Sesrulebas<br />

ar Cqarobda da Tavis gasamarTleblad<br />

mizezi ar eleoda. xan<br />

umazuTobas iSveliebda, xan ufulobas,<br />

xan kidev sxva rames. amis gamo, metad ki<br />

autaneli sicivis gamoisobiT, saswavleblebSi<br />

swavla Zneldeboda. maswavleblebi,<br />

moswavleebi da sxva muSakni<br />

dReniadag avad xdebodnen, xan ki gamgeoba<br />

iZulebuli xdeboda yvela<br />

droze adre gaeTavisuflebina, ris<br />

gamoc swavlis procesi CaSlis piras<br />

idga.<br />

arc Tbilisis universiteti yofila<br />

gamonaklisi.<br />

elene leoniZem, swored autaneli<br />

sicivis gamo, xuTi wuTiT adre miatova<br />

samsaxuri, universitetis bibliografiuli<br />

ganyofileba, da saxlisken<br />

fexiT gaemarTa. erTi sadardebeli<br />

mainc gamohyva samsaxuridan, romani,<br />

romelsac werda, magidis ujraSi<br />

darCa. arada, Cveulebisamebr, damalvas<br />

apirebda, magram ganyofilebis<br />

ufrosma ixmo, axali davaleba misca da<br />

masac xelnaweris adgilis Secvla<br />

gadaaviwyda.<br />

gareT gamosul elenes ecva gaxunebuli<br />

lurji drapis palto da exura<br />

yavisferi, naqsovi bereti, Tumca es<br />

samosi susxisgan mainc ver icavda. amis<br />

brali iyo, metad ki nacnobis, romelmac<br />

amindis Seuferebeli grZeli<br />

saubari gauba sicivisgan Sewuxebul<br />

elenes, rom igi ukan aRar Sebrunebula<br />

miviwyebuli xelnaweris asaRebad<br />

da swrafi nabijiT meliqiSvilis quCas<br />

gauyva. aTiode wuTSi baqraZis quCas<br />

miaRwia da is iyo, sadarbazoSic Seaswrebda,<br />

magram ar dascalda. swored<br />

am dros mis fexebTan Savi manqana SeCerda,<br />

gaiRo kari da manqanidan gadmosulma<br />

mamakacma sakmaod Tavazianad<br />

miuTiTa elenes Ria karisken. elene<br />

damorCilda da Tavi manqanaSi mjdari<br />

qalis gverdiT amohyo, romelsac yavisferi<br />

palto ecva da aseTive yavisferi<br />

qudi exura. manqana daiZra da<br />

gezi Sinsaxkomis cixisken aiRo.<br />

elene dasves mosacdel oTaxSi<br />

iatakze daWedebul taburetze, meTvalyured<br />

miuCines magidasTan mjdari<br />

axalgazrda kaci, romelic TavCaqindruli<br />

raRacas Cahkirkitebda. oriveni<br />

grZnobdnen uxerxulobas, ufro ki<br />

wuxils irgvliv gamefebuli siCumis<br />

gamo.<br />

– vis velodebiT? – ikiTxa elenem,<br />

Tumca, rogorc mosalodneli iyo,<br />

dasmul kiTxvaze pasuxi ver miiRo.<br />

lodini da gausaZlisi siCume eqvs<br />

dRes gagrZelda. am siCumes drodadro<br />

gasaRebis RrWiali arRvevda, romlis<br />

xmis mosmena mxolod micvalebulis<br />

yurTasmenas ar Sehzaravda. es dReebi<br />

gamoZiebas uqmad ar daukargavs. universitetis<br />

biblioTekaSi Cxreka<br />

Catarda, ra Tqma unda, Cxrekis mizezi<br />

TanamSromlebisTvis aravis uTqvams.<br />

xels gaayoles ramdenime yuTi wigni da<br />

biblioTekis bibliografiuli ganyofilebis<br />

xelmZRvaneli mixeil abulaZe,<br />

romelic, am SemTxvevis Semdeg,<br />

TvalSi aRaravis moxvedria.<br />

meSvide dRes patimars moakiTxa<br />

cixis darajma da naxevrad Cabnelebul<br />

derefanSi naxiriviT win gaigdo. mgzavroba<br />

gagrZelda oriod wuTs da dasrulda<br />

gamomZiebel marqarovis oTax-<br />

Si. es marqarovi ganTqmuli gaxldaT<br />

gansakuTrebuli sisastikiTa da daun-<br />

literaturuli literaturuli gazeTi<br />

gazeTi<br />

<strong>laSa</strong> imedaSvili<br />

qarTuli mawoni<br />

doblobiT. klasobriv mtrebs arafrad<br />

agdebda da, sanam kabinetSi gadainacvlebda,<br />

maT sakuTar tol-amxanagebTan,<br />

savickisTan, xazanTan, paramonovTan,<br />

krimianìì da RoRoberiZesTan<br />

erTad, pirdapir quCaSi xvretda. mizezad<br />

yvelaferi gamodgeboda, Tundac<br />

evropuli qudis trfiali da tareba.<br />

amis Sesaxeb elenesac hqonda gagonili,<br />

magram gamomZiebeli marqarovi<br />

TvaliT arasodes enaxa, amitomac, jerjerobiT<br />

mainc, Tavs SedarebiT laRad<br />

da sxvasTan SedarebiT Tamamad<br />

grZnobda.<br />

– Tvalebi ratom gaqvT dawiTlebuli?<br />

– hkiTxa marqarovma mis win mjdar<br />

qaliSvils.<br />

– uZilobis brali unda iyos. – upasuxa<br />

elenem da iqve daamata – miTxariT,<br />

ratom damapatimres.<br />

– amxanagma talaxaZem daado sanqcia<br />

Tqvens dapatimrebas.<br />

– miTxariT, ratom damapatimres?!<br />

– gaimeora elenem.<br />

– dro mova da gaigebT, Cven dasamali<br />

araferi gvaqvs, Tqvengan gansxvavebiT,<br />

manamde ki ganawess unda daemor-<br />

CiloT. – Tqva marqarovma da patimars<br />

iseTi mzeriT Sexeda, romlis msgavssac<br />

cixis garda versad waawydeba adamiani.<br />

oTaxSi dabali kaci Semovida, Tan<br />

gamuruli dafa Semoitana, elenes majaSi<br />

swvda da xelis mtevani dafaze ise<br />

daadebina, TiTqos najaxiT misi mokve-<br />

Ta hqonda gadawyvetili. erTi<br />

moamTavra da meore xels misdga, Semdeg<br />

ki sakuTari bargi-barxana akrifa<br />

da derefnis wyvdiadSi gauCinarda.<br />

gausaZlisi lodini yovelTvis iyo<br />

da, kacma rom Tqvas, dResac rCeba cixeSi<br />

moxvedrili adamianis mTavar jalaTad.<br />

elenes yvelaze metad guls is<br />

stkenda, rom gamomlaparakebeli<br />

aravin hyavda. mxolod erTxel<br />

daacdenina sityva karis darajs da am<br />

sityvaSic sanugeSo veraferi igrZno.<br />

– miTxariT, nebayoflobiT muSaobT<br />

aq?<br />

– SiSiT aq ra gamaZlebinebda, patimrebi<br />

rom ar megulebodes, – Cumad<br />

uTxra darajma da aqeT-iqiT mimoixeda<br />

imis SiSiT, vaiTu maTi saubari vinmes<br />

gaego da ufrosTan ena mietana, rac<br />

samsaxuris dakargvas namdvilad niSnavda.<br />

erT kviras meore mihyva. gamomZiebeli<br />

gamoicvala, marqarovis magivrad<br />

Citaia dainiSna, romelic elenes<br />

naklebad ubRverda da adamianiviT Tu<br />

ara, ZaRliviT mainc aRar eqceoda<br />

gamudmebiT gaurkvevlobaSi myof patimars.<br />

Citaia gamocdil muSakad iTvleboda<br />

da jer kidev im dRidan brZandeboda<br />

partiis wevri, rodesac es partia<br />

sul raRac aTasiode wevrs iTvlida.<br />

amitomac imTaviTve sapasuxismgeblo<br />

davalebebiT tvirTavdnen. xolme. sul<br />

axalgazrda lado kecxovelTan erTad<br />

stambis CamoyalibebaSi monawileobda.<br />

kecxoveli maSin gaicno, rodesac metexis<br />

cixeSi usamarTlo muSti-krivisTvis<br />

mcire sasjels ixdida. oriveni,<br />

kecxovelica da Citaiac, erTad<br />

gaTavisufldnen. stambis Camoyalibeba<br />

maSin gadawyda, magram ufulobis gamo<br />

ramdenime TviT Seferxda. kecxovelma<br />

xerxi ixmara, Zmas miswera da viTomda<br />

swavlis gasagrZeleblad orasi mane-<br />

Ti mosTxova, romelic maleve miiRo.<br />

voroncovis quCaze vinme Turqisgan<br />

iqiraves oTaxi da, saxlis patroni wynarad<br />

rom yofiliyo, Segirdad misi<br />

Svili, nuri daiyenes. gazeTs mainc ver<br />

scemdnen, akldaT dazga, firfita,<br />

RerZi, saRebavi da bevri sxva ramec<br />

mougvarebeli hqondaT. erT dResac<br />

SapoSnikovis stambas estumrnen, TiTqos<br />

sadarbazo baraTebis dabeWdva<br />

hqondaT ganzraxuli, sinamdvileSi ki<br />

ramdenime muWa Srifti gaayoles xels.<br />

nel-nela yvelaferi mogvarda da `iskris~<br />

oTxi nomeri daibeWda, amas mohyva<br />

qarTuli gazeTi `brZola~, romelic<br />

SinaarsiT rusulisgan didad ar<br />

gansxvavdeboda. rogorc im dros wesad<br />

hqondaT, yvelaferi lenins misweres,<br />

misgan ki am saqmis gamo germanul-ebrauli<br />

madloba daimsaxures.<br />

yvelaferi kargad midioda, magram<br />

erT dResac oxrankam daapatimra Citaias<br />

sayvareli, eqimi ginsbergi, romelsac<br />

saxlSi akrZaluli literatura da<br />

mimowera aRmoaCnda. rogorc mosalodneli<br />

iyo, amas mohyva sxva daWerebic,<br />

maT Soris Citaiasi da kecxovelis.<br />

mogvianebiT kecxoveli mohkla cixis<br />

darajma saknidan sakanSi gadalaparakebis<br />

dros, xolo Citaia xangrZlivi<br />

patimrobisgan ixsna saerTo-saxalxo<br />

amboxma, igive revoluciam.<br />

ai, aseT gamocdil muSaks unda waeyvana<br />

elenes saqme.<br />

– ra iyo, elene, cudad xom ar xar?!<br />

– ikiTxa gamomZiebelma da skamidan wamodga.<br />

_ Tavi Tu gtkiva, fanjaras gamovaReb,<br />

ukeTesad gaxdebi.<br />

sarkmeli marTlac gamoaRo, magram<br />

maleve mixura.<br />

– sicive Semodis, ar minda rom gacivde.<br />

– ras iTxovT Cemgan? an is mainc<br />

miTxariT, raSia saqme?<br />

– Sens romanSi, romelic samuSao<br />

magidis ujraSi dagrCenia.<br />

– Cems romanSi saxelmwifos saziano<br />

araferi sweria, TargmneT rusulad da<br />

gagzavneT moskovSi, Tu mTargmneli ar<br />

gyavT, dagexmarebiT da me TviTon<br />

vTargmni.<br />

– Seni daxmareba sxva rameSi gvWirdeba.<br />

– mainc?<br />

– romani unda daasrulo.<br />

eg romani xom... kinaRam wamoscda<br />

elenes, magram raRac Zalam SeaCera da<br />

imave Zalam ukarnaxa Tu CasCurCula,<br />

rom am yvelafris, droebiT mainc, saTavisod<br />

gamoyeneba SeeZlo.<br />

– romans saxlSic davasrulebdi,<br />

raRa saWiro iyo Cemi dapatimreba?<br />

– xelmZRvanelobam ase gadawyvita,<br />

samuSao pirobebs SegiqmniT, ra Tqma<br />

unda, srul gaTavisuflebas ver dagpirdebi,<br />

magram SeRavaTian reJims ar<br />

dagamadli, rac mTavaria, saqarTvelo-<br />

Si moixdi patimrobis vadas, – Citaia<br />

wamiT gaCumda da iqve daamata, – Sen<br />

niWieri mwerali xar, sasjels rom<br />

moixdi, axal wignebs dabeWdav, me ki<br />

viyidi da saxsovrad meqneba.<br />

– momitaneT, vecdebi rom davasrulo,<br />

– daTanxmda elene da, kacma rom<br />

Tqvas, sxva ra gza hqonda darCenili.<br />

am SemTxvevis Semdeg patimar leoniZis<br />

mdgomareoba sagrZnoblad gaumjobesda,<br />

marTalia, Tavisufali adamianisas<br />

ver Seedreboda, magram sxva<br />

12 agvisto - 1 seqtemberi 2011<br />

tusaRebTan SedarebiT mefursa hgavda.<br />

saWmeli normaluri Semosdioda,<br />

abanos saSualebac gamoCnda, amjerad<br />

mxolod kviraSi erTxel, magram esec<br />

saqme iyo. patimar leoniZes mxolod<br />

erTi ram evaleboda, romanis dasruleba,<br />

Tanac rac SeiZleba swrafad, amisTvis<br />

ki imperiis saidumlo samsaxuri<br />

arc kalams iSurebda da arc furceli<br />

enaneboda.<br />

Suri rom iyo yvelafris saTave, amas<br />

Citaias mikibul-mokibuli saubaric<br />

adasturebda. aseTi ambebis Sesaxeb,<br />

Worad mainc, elenesac hqonda gagonili.<br />

viRacas viRacis coli moswonda da<br />

meuRlis dabezRebiT mis mopovebas axerxebda,<br />

viRacas sxvisi bina mosdioda<br />

TvalSi, viRacas samsaxuri da dawinaureba,<br />

magram saqme rom mxatvruli Semoqmedebis<br />

miTvisebaze midgeboda, mar-<br />

Tlac Zneli dasajerebeli gaxldaT,<br />

arada, elenes Tavs gadamxdari ambavi<br />

sul sapirispiros adasturebda.<br />

mainc vis unda dasWirveboda elene<br />

leoniZis romani?<br />

megobrebs?<br />

savsebiT dasaSvebia, radgan im Savbnel<br />

droSi megobris ndobac Zneli iyo.<br />

magram megobrebs elenes romani wakiTxulic<br />

ki ar hqondaT, metic, verc ki<br />

warmoedginaT, Tu elene mxatvruli SemoqmedebiT<br />

iyo gatacebuli.<br />

TanamSromlebs?<br />

es savsebiT dasajerebeli gaxldaT,<br />

radgan elene sakuTar romans biblioTekaSi<br />

inaxavda. pirveli, rac patimars<br />

gaaxsenda, samsaxurSi mis gverdiT<br />

mjdari eTer daviTaSvili iyo. gvarsaxelis<br />

gaxsenebas im saubris mogoneba<br />

mohyva, romelic eqvsiode Tvis win Sesdga<br />

da romlisTvisac elenes maSin didi<br />

yuradReba ar miuqcevia.<br />

saubris gaxseneba, romelic isev da<br />

isev bibliografiuli ganyofilebis<br />

kedlebSi momxdara, did sirTules ar<br />

warmoadgenda, miTumetes, rom am saubridan<br />

arc ise didi dro iyo gasuli,<br />

rogorc ukve iTqva, sul raRac eqvsiode<br />

Tve.<br />

– ra kargi romani dagiweria, elene,<br />

– uTxra megobar-TanamSromelma erTerTi<br />

Sexvedris dros.<br />

– romani? – gaikvirva elenem.<br />

– ramdenime gverdis wakiTxva<br />

movaswari, sanam telefonze gamogiZaxes.<br />

– sad naxe?<br />

– magidaze dagrCenoda siCqareSi.<br />

– magidaze me araferi damitovebia.<br />

– vicrue, – gamotyda daviTaSvili,<br />

– ujridan amoviRe, xom ar mibrazdebi?<br />

– exla raRa, magram ìjobda CemTvis<br />

gekiTxa da getyodi, jer wakiTxva ar<br />

Rirs.<br />

– viTom ratom?<br />

– dausrulebelia da imitom, –<br />

icrua elenem.<br />

– me veraferi Sevatyve, ise kargad<br />

ikiTxeba, eh, netav egeTi romani damawerina.<br />

– mainc rogori.<br />

– patriotuli grZnobebiT aRsavse,<br />

iseTi, rogoric Cvens xalxsa da Cvens<br />

diad samSoblos Seefereba, ai,<br />

rogorebsac daviT kldiaSvili werda.<br />

– eg moTxrobebia, – Seuswora elenem.<br />

– vici, me Semoqmedebis Zalas vgulisxmobdi,<br />

mis nawerebSi mware sinamdvilesTan<br />

erTad saamuri momavlis niSnebi<br />

gamosWvivis.<br />

amis Semdeg eTeri gaCumda. albaT<br />

naTlad warmoidgina is dro, rodesac<br />

kritikosTa armia qeba-didebas Seasxamda<br />

sasiqadulo mwerals, mTavrobac<br />

daafasebda da mis nawarmoebs saskolo<br />

saxelmZRaneloSic Seitandnen. ar iyo<br />

gamoricxuli, vinmes sadisertacio<br />

naSromic ki daecva, Tundac aseT<br />

Temaze: tara zundelis patriotuli<br />

Semoqmedeba. ra Tqma unda, im<br />

droisTvis eTer daviTaSvils Zveli<br />

gvar-saxeli dabrunebuli eqneboda,<br />

radgan warsulis Secdomebi Tu sircxvili<br />

aRar datanjavda, xelovans xom<br />

Tavis mokvlac epatieba da Tavis mokvlis<br />

mcdelobac.<br />

– xom male daasruleb? – CurCuliT<br />

ikiTxa eTerim.<br />

– davasruleb, aucileblad davasruleb,<br />

– wynarad Tqva elenem da<br />

wignebis baraTebis daxarisxebas mihyo<br />

xeli, radgan Sesveneba ukve xuTi wuTis<br />

dasrulebuli gaxldaT.<br />

raRa didi mixvedra unda, eTer daviTaSvilis<br />

xeli eria am saqmeSi, romel-

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