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AN OVERWROUGHT BRAIN. 421<br />

to admit <strong>of</strong> my selecting days when <strong>the</strong> wea<strong>the</strong>r, my health, <strong>and</strong> all<br />

o<strong>the</strong>r circumstances are favourable."<br />

He next describes <strong>the</strong> mode in which he suffered<br />

through<br />

<strong>the</strong> action <strong>of</strong> o<strong>the</strong>rs :<br />

" <strong>The</strong> disturbances from which I most frequently suffer are noises,<br />

especially when unexpected ; as, for instance, <strong>the</strong> sudden opening or<br />

closing <strong>of</strong> a door, <strong>the</strong> dropping <strong>of</strong> any article on <strong>the</strong> floor.<br />

Some protection is afforded me by increasing deafness, whatever <strong>the</strong><br />

inconvenience <strong>of</strong> such infirmity. Again, I am painfully sensible to<br />

a shake so slight as to be imperceptible to one in ordinary health ;<br />

such, for instance, as is produced by any one walking across <strong>the</strong><br />

room save with an almost cat-like tread, or by a touch to my chair<br />

so slight as even <strong>the</strong> mere brush <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> servant's clo<strong>the</strong>s against it<br />

as he waits at table. Fur<strong>the</strong>r, I am annoyed by any <strong>of</strong> those<br />

repeated movements <strong>of</strong> h<strong>and</strong>s or ringers which are habitual to some<br />

people, though against this particular annoyance I find some protection<br />

in taking a book or newspaper <strong>and</strong> interposing it as a<br />

screen."<br />

I may mention here, as an instance <strong>of</strong> his delicate<br />

consideration for <strong>the</strong> feelings <strong>of</strong> o<strong>the</strong>rs, that I had<br />

<strong>of</strong>ten noticed when I went to see him how he thus<br />

screened his eyes. It was not till I read this account<br />

<strong>of</strong> his health that I was in <strong>the</strong> least aware that it was<br />

against my restlessness that he was screening himself.<br />

Beneath <strong>the</strong> balcony that he had built for himself,<br />

wherein he hoped, each year as <strong>the</strong> suns grew warm,<br />

to brea<strong>the</strong> <strong>the</strong> fresh air, <strong>the</strong> Metropolitan Asylums<br />

Board set up a Small-Pox Hospital. Within a few<br />

yards <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> old man's only walk ran <strong>the</strong> road along<br />

which, day after day for many a month, passed a sad<br />

train <strong>of</strong> ambulances <strong>and</strong> a still sadder train <strong>of</strong> hearses.<br />

For <strong>the</strong> signal benefit that he had conferred not<br />

only on Engl<strong>and</strong>, but on <strong>the</strong> whole world, he had been<br />

hi<strong>the</strong>rto rewarded <strong>and</strong> honoured by a gratitude that<br />

was as strong as it was general, by <strong>the</strong> free gifts <strong>of</strong><br />

his countrymen <strong>and</strong> <strong>the</strong> vote <strong>of</strong> Parliament. <strong>The</strong>

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