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A Room with No View In the corner room On the top floor of A nursing home We call the ‘health house’ A drawer of hidden Memories rests dormant In a thrown-away Dresser. Pull it out — gently. Discover a brittle Blue poker chip, (Perhaps from an infamous Bingo Game) Look and see a folded letter Badly typed but never sent. A worn out pack of finished Paul Malls Next to a picture of wife and husband Turned face down. I turn towards you like a robot You blink, I think. Another revelation of a monument beholds: In my shame, a perfectly pulled Hospital curtain track system. Who can endure the whisper of a blurred existence? The oxygen concentrator Purges our chasm with vents Of stupid sporadic visions. 201
The Uncertified Caregiver She’s drooling again in her sleep With her left foot dangling just there. I sit in old scrubs tired of the lifting Looking with half-ass care. Someone died today just as they woke. I say “Frost happens to flowers.” Who’s got time for time, when you’re broke In your car crying at power? In the heart’s eye, no picture of happier times No family in their canoe. I loosened the skin of my crime And rendered me in your arms too newly dead. 202
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THE VICTIMS OF A SORTED LIFE : AGEI
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THE VICTIMS OF A SORTED LIFE: CAREG
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“In the animal kingdom, the rule
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ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS Many people have e
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ACRONYMS Activities of Daily Living
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The Tacoma Pastures Family ........
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Introduction i) Ageing and an Anthr
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the one hand we have the shifting p
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social relations among residents, s
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abyss that caregivers are confronte
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ased; other sponsors such as univer
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especially in light of the period
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a frozen liminality, “a sphere of
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nature of social relations. I was c
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esidents, and to abide by the gover
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order and tension that obtains betw
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offer palliation and there is a gen
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esidents for one-day plane trips to
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seriously think about.” 11 Early
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their desire to effect a plan under
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floors 1, 2, 4, and 5; 2) Personal
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chaotic back then.” I was told to
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the third floor is electronically l
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Chapter 2: The Accidental Caregiver
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transfer residents out of beds and
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on the third floor in Memory Care,
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On the second day, Nathan took me a
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Jennifer was doing so-so. He said,
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was from, even though I had just an
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affect; the balloon could be launch
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eminded me of a 1960s hospital room
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Ryan began complaining more about h
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know if you are working for someone
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in old age, especially when they al
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translation. 19 What follows is an
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class by telling us that dementia i
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The 3 rd Floor Layout Many CCRCs, i
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ested in between their tasks at thi
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sofa, others will simply give her a
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morning, the med tech and the careg
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caregivers to try their best to go
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could still communicate with me in
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In the two weeks that followed, Ken
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the trips that she remembered fondl
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Pastures received this. For now, it
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Chapter 4: Independent Plus: Care o
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Although the fifth floor is an “i
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the fourth floor did not need much
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main floor next to the spacious for
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grapple with mechanical E-Z stands
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Grant was not the only person who c
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The situation involving these three
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Brendan escorted me into Heather’
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Teri Teri was a resident in the sam
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Lana Lana lived next door to Teri a
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on other residents, but for some re
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Part 2 Chapter 5: A Long Way From M
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largely associated with the domain
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into Žižek’s ticklish borders b
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“Thanks.” I go into the back of
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insurmountable abyss. The silence w
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had to bring the wheelchair over, c
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drawn out process involving a mixtu
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* * * Betsy and I were subject to T
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Chapter 6: The Exigency of Care: Ca
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Betty When I first met Betty, she w
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Sometimes the caregivers were succe
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company. The CHR is licensed differ
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said, slightly solemnly: “Hi.”
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Tacoma Pastures and into hospice. F
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Looking out into the setting sun fr
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control, over the bodies and action
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Figure 12 An Eden plaque At Tacoma
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way to community. The main dining r
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They cannot just be a passive board
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