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Philip Y. Kao PhD thesis - Research@StAndrews:FullText

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though Ryan was fully aware that his feet and lower legs were preventing him from<br />

leaving Tacoma Pastures, the nurses and the social workers wanted him to focus on<br />

something else. His frustration and the fact that his condition was both a physical and<br />

an emotional barrier became relatively clear over time. Scheper-Hughes and Lock state<br />

that the, “ethnoanatomical perceptions, including body image, offer a rich source of data<br />

both on the social and cultural meanings of being human and on the various threats to<br />

health, well-being, and social integration that humans are believed to<br />

experience”(Scheper-Hughes and Lock 1987, 18). Ryan’s feet and legs became a point of<br />

alienation, and something that he had to work on. He expected to be healthy, strong, and<br />

fit. Ryan wanted a corrected body, not so much because of any need to fit some<br />

normative prescription for ‘successful ageing’, but because he wanted to avoid being in<br />

his words, ‘useless’. He wanted to avoid what Scheper-Hughes and Lock identified as a<br />

particular cultural articulation of laziness. Commenting on the work of Beatrix Cobb,<br />

Scheper-Hughes and Lock state that, “Among rural Midwesterners laziness is a most<br />

serious moral failing, and “spinelessness” is as reviled as godlessness. It is little wonder<br />

that a therapy concerned with adjusting perceived malalignments of the spine—<br />

chiropractic medicine—would have its origins in middle America”(Scheper-Hughs and<br />

Lock 1987, 18).<br />

Two months later, I made my way towards the second floor, and spotted Ryan there in<br />

front of the elevators. I knew he wasn’t going anywhere; Ryan had an alarm attached to<br />

his wheelchair, and anytime he tried to get on the elevator or even near it, he would set<br />

off an alarm. I had been spending quite a lot of time with Ryan, helping him track down<br />

things and assisting him with various mini-excursions, like finding new TV remote<br />

batteries, and trying to get his foot pedals readjusted again. I suspected he’s probably<br />

sick of me, and is guilty or getting very nervous that he is, and in his own words, “Taking<br />

up so much of my time.” Ryan exclaimed, “Don’t worry about me today; I don’t have<br />

anyone to show you.” I didn’t leave, but I did take a step back and asked him if he was<br />

alright, and if he needed anything.<br />

He thought about it for a good few seconds and came up with, “Well, yes, I need a new<br />

shirt.” I wheeled him back to his room, found a nice shirt and a brand new red sweater<br />

he had never worn. After the caregiver changed him, he turned to me in his room and<br />

asked, “Who do you know?” I asked him, “Why? What do you mean?” He said, “I need to<br />

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