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Notes for the Lifebox, the Seashell, and the Soul - Rudy Rucker

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<strong>Notes</strong> <strong>for</strong> The <strong>Lifebox</strong>, <strong>the</strong> <strong>Seashell</strong>, <strong>and</strong> <strong>the</strong> <strong>Soul</strong>, by <strong>Rudy</strong> <strong>Rucker</strong><br />

something like that.<br />

May 23, 2003. The Answers Spreadsheet.<br />

I worked this up <strong>for</strong> a guest lecture to Ralph Abraham’s “Chaos <strong>and</strong> Complexity <strong>for</strong><br />

Non-Scientists” class. All <strong>the</strong> “Answers” I’ve believed. I took out some of <strong>the</strong>m <strong>for</strong> <strong>the</strong><br />

book.<br />

"The Answers", by <strong>Rudy</strong> <strong>Rucker</strong>. 5/23/2003.<br />

(Key: A=Art, B=Body & Senses, H=Human Society, M=Math, Science, Computers, P=Philosophy)<br />

Answer Key Everything Is... In My Life Year My Age<br />

Family H Memories, talk, sharing Childhood be<strong>for</strong>e differentiation. 1946 0<br />

Society H Rules, strangers. The pecking School. A heavily pecked 4th - 9th 1954 8<br />

order.<br />

grade chicken.<br />

Self P Thoughts, reflections, desires, Autumn, dusk, I’m 9 years old, waiting 1955 9<br />

fears, plans, simulations, fantasies. <strong>for</strong> Mom to pick me up at school, a<br />

moment of feeling my future self looking<br />

back at this moment.<br />

Religion P God Try to take church seriously, don’t 1958 12<br />

Science<br />

Fiction<br />

A<br />

Sense of wonder, goofs <strong>and</strong><br />

eyeball kicks, trans<strong>for</strong>mation of<br />

mundane reality.<br />

succeed. “You’ve got to be kidding.”<br />

R<strong>and</strong>om stories in anthologies. Heinlein,<br />

Sheckley, Dick, Lovecraft. Gibson,<br />

Sterling, Laidlaw <strong>and</strong> me (13 SF<br />

novels.). Cory Doctorow, Charlie Stross.<br />

Nature B Alive Black Forest. Walking in <strong>the</strong> pastures<br />

near my house. The flow of <strong>the</strong> brook.<br />

Literature A Stories. Characters. Perceptions. Joyce. Kerouac. Burroughs. Pynchon.<br />

Internal monologue. Personae to Borges. Poe. I’ve tried my h<strong>and</strong> at Lit,<br />

don. Creating a literary school. A making my SF literary <strong>and</strong> writing a<br />

sensibility.<br />

historical novel, also essays <strong>and</strong><br />

Science M Explanations via laws about<br />

unseen primitive entities: atoms,<br />

heat, magnetism, fitness.<br />

Sex B Orgasm. Pure pleasure.<br />

Sensuality. Skin as sense organ.<br />

Stop thought.<br />

Marriage B Companionship, love, sharing,<br />

communication at a near telepathic<br />

level.<br />

Music A Beats, chords, embodied logic,<br />

emotional color.<br />

memoirs.<br />

Reading Scientific American, popular<br />

science books, didn’t learn much in<br />

college, couldn’t integrate it.<br />

Didn’t really get into <strong>the</strong> deep aspects till<br />

after marriage. Sex takes practice.<br />

Somehow my wife <strong>and</strong> I have stayed<br />

toge<strong>the</strong>r <strong>for</strong> 38 years now. There’s a<br />

sense in which she’s my best connection<br />

to my youth. She was <strong>the</strong>re.<br />

Bo Diddley, Flatt & Scruggs, Beatles,<br />

Zappa, Stones, Ramones, NOFX, it goes<br />

on <strong>and</strong> on.<br />

Politics H Power War. Fear, greed, hatred. A steady drain<br />

on psychic energy <strong>and</strong> mental<br />

equilibrium.<br />

Math M The bare <strong>for</strong>ms of thought.<br />

Equations.<br />

Grad school, teaching Calculus <strong>and</strong><br />

finally underst<strong>and</strong>ing it. My survey<br />

Mind Tools.<br />

1959 13<br />

1959 13<br />

1964 18<br />

1964 18<br />

1966 20<br />

1967 21<br />

1967 21<br />

1968 22<br />

1968 22<br />

p. 110

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