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Falconer 116<br />

love, but he could not master geometry and he should not be<br />

asked to. Farragut put him down as a killer.<br />

“I’m getting out of here at four,” Marshack said. “I ain’t never<br />

been so anxious to get out of no place in my whole life. I’m getting<br />

out of here at four and I’m going to go home and drink a whole<br />

bottle of Southern Comfort and if I feel like it I’m going to drink<br />

another bottle and if I can’t forget everything I seen and felt<br />

around here in the last couple of hours I’ll drink another. I won’t<br />

have to come back here until four on Monday and I’m going to be<br />

drunk all the time. Long ago when they first invented the atomic<br />

bomb people used to worry about its going off and killing<br />

everybody, but they didn’t know that mankind has got enough<br />

dynamite right in his guts to tear the fucking planet to pieces. Me,<br />

I know.”<br />

“Why did you take this job?”<br />

“I don’t know why I took this job. It was my uncle told me. He<br />

was my father’s older brother. My father believed everything he<br />

said. So he said I should get a peaceful job in the jailhouse, retire<br />

in twenty years on half pay and begin a new life at forty with a<br />

guaranteed income. Do anything. Open up a parking lot. Grow<br />

oranges. Run a motel. Only he didn’t know that in a place like this<br />

you get so tensed up that you can’t digest a Lifesaver. I threw up<br />

my lunch. We had a good meal for once—chickpeas and chicken<br />

wings—and I threw up the whole mess, right on the floor. I can’t<br />

keep nothing on my stomach. Another twenty minutes and I’m<br />

walking to my car and I’m driving my car home to 327 Hudson<br />

Street and I’m getting my bottle of Southern Comfort out of the<br />

top of the closet and my glass from the kitchen and I’m going to<br />

forget everything. When you type those out put them in my office.<br />

It’s the one with the plants. The door’s open. Toledo’ll pick them<br />

up.”<br />

He closed the glass door. The radio was dead. Farragut typed:<br />

LOUISA PIERCE SPINGARN, IN MEMORY OF HER BELOVED SON

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