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Falconer 116<br />
love, but he could not master geometry and he should not be<br />
asked to. Farragut put him down as a killer.<br />
“I’m getting out of here at four,” Marshack said. “I ain’t never<br />
been so anxious to get out of no place in my whole life. I’m getting<br />
out of here at four and I’m going to go home and drink a whole<br />
bottle of Southern Comfort and if I feel like it I’m going to drink<br />
another bottle and if I can’t forget everything I seen and felt<br />
around here in the last couple of hours I’ll drink another. I won’t<br />
have to come back here until four on Monday and I’m going to be<br />
drunk all the time. Long ago when they first invented the atomic<br />
bomb people used to worry about its going off and killing<br />
everybody, but they didn’t know that mankind has got enough<br />
dynamite right in his guts to tear the fucking planet to pieces. Me,<br />
I know.”<br />
“Why did you take this job?”<br />
“I don’t know why I took this job. It was my uncle told me. He<br />
was my father’s older brother. My father believed everything he<br />
said. So he said I should get a peaceful job in the jailhouse, retire<br />
in twenty years on half pay and begin a new life at forty with a<br />
guaranteed income. Do anything. Open up a parking lot. Grow<br />
oranges. Run a motel. Only he didn’t know that in a place like this<br />
you get so tensed up that you can’t digest a Lifesaver. I threw up<br />
my lunch. We had a good meal for once—chickpeas and chicken<br />
wings—and I threw up the whole mess, right on the floor. I can’t<br />
keep nothing on my stomach. Another twenty minutes and I’m<br />
walking to my car and I’m driving my car home to 327 Hudson<br />
Street and I’m getting my bottle of Southern Comfort out of the<br />
top of the closet and my glass from the kitchen and I’m going to<br />
forget everything. When you type those out put them in my office.<br />
It’s the one with the plants. The door’s open. Toledo’ll pick them<br />
up.”<br />
He closed the glass door. The radio was dead. Farragut typed:<br />
LOUISA PIERCE SPINGARN, IN MEMORY OF HER BELOVED SON