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Falconer 160<br />
“I’m dying, Zeke, I’m dying,” said Chicken Number Two. “I can<br />
feel that I’m dying, but it ain’t done my brain no harm, it ain’t<br />
done my brain no harm, it ain’t done my brain no harm, it ain’t<br />
done my brain no harm.” He slept.<br />
Farragut remained where he was. He heard music and voices from<br />
the radios and the TV. There was still some light in the window.<br />
Chicken Number Two woke suddenly and said, “You see, Zeke, I<br />
ain’t afraid of dying at all. I know that sounds lying and when<br />
people used to say to me that because they had already tasted<br />
death they weren’t afraid of death I figured they were talking with<br />
no class, no class at all. It seemed to me that you didn’t have any<br />
quality when you talked like that, it was like thinking you looked<br />
beautiful in a mirror—this shit about being fearless before death<br />
ain’t got no quality. How could you say you were fearless about<br />
leaving the party when it’s like a party, even in stir—even franks<br />
and rice taste good when you’re hungry, even an iron bar feels<br />
good to touch, it feels good to sleep. It’s like a party even in<br />
maximum security and who wants to walk out of a party into<br />
something that nobody knows anything at all about? If you think<br />
like that you ain’t got no class. But I feel I’ve been around longer<br />
than fifty-two years. I know you think I’m younger. Everybody<br />
does, but I’m really fifty-two. But take you, for instance. You ain’t<br />
never done nothing for me. And then take the Cuckold, for<br />
instance. He’s done everything for me. He gets me my smokes, my<br />
paper, my outside food and I get along with him fine, but I don’t<br />
like him. What I’m trying to say is that I ain’t learned all I know<br />
through experience. I ain’t learned through experience at all. I like<br />
you and I don’t like the Cuckold and it’s that way all down the line<br />
and so I figure I must come into this life with the memories of<br />
some other life and so it stands that I’ll be going into something<br />
else and you know what, Zeke, you know what, I can hardly wait<br />
to see what it’s going to be like, I can hardly wait. I don’t want to<br />
sound like one of those freaks who ain’t got no class, one of those<br />
freaks who go around saying that since they have tasted death they