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Falconer 62<br />

granting to the truly pure infinite serenity and sentencing the<br />

sinners to fire, ice and sometimes piss and shit. Social custom is<br />

never in force where one finds this vision, and one finds it<br />

everywhere. Even in Egypt the candidates for immortality include<br />

souls who could be bought and sold in the world of the living. The<br />

Divinity is the flame, the heart of this vision. A queue approaches<br />

the Divinity, always from the right; it doesn’t matter what country,<br />

age or century from which the vision is reported. On the left, then,<br />

one sees the forfeits and the rewards. Forfeiture and torment are,<br />

even in the earliest reports, much more passionately painted than<br />

eternal peace. Men thirsted, burned and took it up the ass with<br />

much more force and passion than they played their harps and<br />

flew. The presence of God binds the world together. His force, His<br />

essence, is Judgment.<br />

“Everyone knows that the only sacraments are bread and water.<br />

The hymeneal veil and the golden ring came in only yesterday, and<br />

as an incarnation of the vision of love, Holy Matrimony is only a<br />

taste of the hellish consequences involved in claiming that a vision<br />

can be represented by thought, word and deed. Here, in my cell, is<br />

what one sees in the caves, the tombs of the kings, the temples and<br />

churches all over the planet being performed by men, by any kind<br />

of men the last century might have bred. Stars, dumbbells, hacks<br />

and boobs—it is they who have constructed these caverns of hell<br />

and, with a familiar diminishment of passion, the fields of paradise<br />

on the other side of the wall. This is the obscenity, this is the<br />

unspeakable obscenity, this stupid pageantry of judgment that,<br />

finer than air or gas, fills these cells with the reek of men<br />

slaughtering one another for no real reason to speak of. Denounce<br />

this cardinal blasphemy, Your Grace, from the back of your broadwinged<br />

eagle.”<br />

“Oh, my darling,” he wrote, with no pause at all and to a girl he<br />

had lived with for two months when Marcia had abdicated and<br />

moved to Carmel. “Last night, watching a comedy on TV, I saw a<br />

woman touch a man with familiarity—a light touch on the

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