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Falconer 165<br />
of some stair. The blade fell from his fingers onto his shirt and in a<br />
terrified and convulsive and clumsy lurch he let the blade slip into<br />
the sack. Then, groping for it wildly, he cut his fingers, his trousers<br />
and his thigh. Stroking his thigh, he could feel the wetness of the<br />
blood, but this seemed to have happened to someone else. With<br />
the wet blade between his fingers, he went on cutting away at his<br />
bonds. Once his knees were free he raised them, ducked his head<br />
and shoulders from under the crown and stepped out of his grave.<br />
Clouds hid the light of the moon. In the windows of a watch house<br />
he could see two men. One of them drank from a can. Near where<br />
he had lain was a pile of stones, and trying to judge what his<br />
weight would be in stones, he put a man’s weight into the shroud<br />
so that they would feed stones to the fire. He walked quite simply<br />
out of the gates into a nearby street that was narrow and where<br />
most of the people would be poor and where most of the houses<br />
were dark.<br />
He put one foot in front of the other. That was about it. The<br />
streets were brightly lighted, for this was at that time in our history<br />
when you could read the small print in a prayerbook in any street<br />
where the poor lived. This scrupulous light was meant to rout<br />
rapists, muggers and men who would strangle old women of<br />
eighty-two. The strong light and the black shadow he threw did<br />
not alarm him, nor was he alarmed by the thought of pursuit and<br />
capture, but what did frighten him was the possibility that some<br />
hysteria of his brain might cripple his legs. He put one foot in<br />
front of the other. His foot was wet with blood, but he didn’t care.<br />
He admired the uniform darkness of the houses. No lights burned<br />
at all—no lights of sickness, worry or love—not even those dim<br />
lights that burn for the sake of children or their sensible fears of<br />
the dark. Then he heard a piano. It could not, that late at night,<br />
have been a child, but the fingers seemed stiff and ungainly and so<br />
he guessed it was someone old. The music was some beginner’s<br />
piece—some simple minuet or dirge read off a soiled, dog-eared<br />
piece of sheet music—but the player was someone who could read