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The Fifth Interview of Dr. Jamisson Neruda
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Sarah: “How did you do that”
Dr. Neruda: “It takes great alertness to live and express in the now. Human beings have the
tendency to live in our past memories or future concerns. This was what I was doing and it
took me from the now. And the now is where our life essence expresses. It isn’t in the past
or future, only the consciousness framework pivots between past and future, so if you find
yourself in there, you know you are not in your essence.
“When I realized this, I read from the WingMakers philosophy that breath was the magnet
of nowness. It was the element that brought the human being into nowness by being aware
of their breathing. I also learned that there were different kinds of breathing that enabled
this sense of nowness to penetrate more vividly into the Hologram of Deception.
“The point is that simply being aware of my breath helped, as the WingMakers put it, to
center me in stillness. This, by the way, doesn’t mean that you’re in a quiet room. You can be
in a meeting at work, and center yourself in stillness through your breath. But by being in
this internal centeredness I was in a better position to feel my own sense of expression, and
that’s what was missing in my initial efforts to integrate this process. I didn’t have a good
starting point for my practice of the heart virtues, and I was directing them outward—to
other people or events, and not myself first.
“Once I made that adjustment, it helped me to identify my essence and distinguish it from
my mind system. Life essence is authentic in oneness and equality and exclusively moves in
nowness. The consciousness framework pivots between the past, present and future and
operates in separation. If you express the heart virtues from the consciousness framework,
especially outwardly, they won’t have the same potency or effect.”
Sarah: “You’ve mentioned the idea of resistive and insertive behaviors, and I think I
understand the insertive behaviors in terms of expressing the heart virtues to one’s self and
others, but talk a little bit about the resistive behaviors. What are they, and how does that
work”
Dr. Neruda: “Again, you need to start from the point of distinguishing your life essence in
the now. Center yourself in nowness through being still and breath aware. Initially this may
take some time, but it happens quicker with practice. Thought patterns that connect you to
separation need to be stopped. Behaviors, too.
“You can simply say, I’ve identified a behavior that supports separation in this world. Let’s
say I have believed that Muslims are less moral than atheists, and therefore less likely to get
into heaven than someone who doesn’t even believe in god. This is a belief or thought form
that relates to separation. I can say, stop that, but it’s not really effective for most people. I
can resist the belief every time it expresses itself in my life, but many of these beliefs are so
subtle and subconscious that we don’t even realize how they express themselves in our
behaviors and choices.
“If you apply the heart virtues to yourself, like forgive yourself for having these perceptions,
have some compassion for yourself that everyone is infected with these separation beliefs
from their subconscious and unconscious mind layers. Be humble that making this resistive
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