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The Sunflower_ On the Possibilities and - Wiesenthal, Simon copy

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Our gaze roamed <strong>the</strong> crowds on <strong>the</strong> pavements looking anxiously for any face we might<br />

recognize, although some kept eyes on <strong>the</strong> ground, fearing to encounter an acquaintance.<br />

You could read on <strong>the</strong> faces of <strong>the</strong> passersby that we were written off as doomed. <strong>The</strong><br />

people of Lemberg had become accustomed to <strong>the</strong> sight of tortured Jews <strong>and</strong> <strong>the</strong>y looked at<br />

us as one looks at a herd of cattle being driven to <strong>the</strong> slaughterhouse. At such times I was<br />

consumed by a feeling that <strong>the</strong> world had conspired against us <strong>and</strong> our fate was accepted<br />

without a protest, without a trace of sympathy.<br />

I for one no longer wanted to look at <strong>the</strong> indifferent faces of <strong>the</strong> spectators. Did any of<br />

<strong>the</strong>m reflect that <strong>the</strong>re were still Jews <strong>and</strong> as long as <strong>the</strong>y were <strong>the</strong>re, as long as <strong>the</strong> Nazis<br />

were still busy with <strong>the</strong> Jews, <strong>the</strong>y would leave <strong>the</strong> citizens alone? I suddenly remembered<br />

an experience I had had a few days before, not far from here. As we were returning to camp,<br />

a man whom I had formerly known passed by, a fellow student, now a Polish engineer.<br />

Perhaps underst<strong>and</strong>ably he was afraid to nod to me openly, but I could see from <strong>the</strong><br />

expression in his eyes that he was surprised to see me still alive. For him we were as good<br />

as dead; each of us was carrying around his own death certificate, from which only <strong>the</strong> date<br />

was missing.<br />

Our column suddenly came to a halt at a crossroads.<br />

I could see nothing that might be holding us up but I noticed on <strong>the</strong> left of <strong>the</strong> street <strong>the</strong>re<br />

was a military cemetery. It was enclosed by a low barbed wire fence. <strong>The</strong> wires were<br />

threaded through sparse bushes <strong>and</strong> low shrubs, but between <strong>the</strong>m you could see <strong>the</strong> graves<br />

aligned in stiff rows.<br />

And on each grave <strong>the</strong>re was planted a sunflower, as straight as a soldier on parade.<br />

I stared spellbound. <strong>The</strong> flower heads seemed to absorb <strong>the</strong> sun's rays like mirrors <strong>and</strong>

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