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The Sunflower_ On the Possibilities and - Wiesenthal, Simon copy

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career when <strong>the</strong> war broke out. During <strong>the</strong> Russian occupation he worked on building sites.<br />

All his family possessions had been nationalized by <strong>the</strong> Russians. When in <strong>the</strong> summer of<br />

1940 <strong>the</strong> great wave of deportations to Siberia began, embracing all of “bad social origin”<br />

(i.e., especially members of <strong>the</strong> well-to-do classes), he <strong>and</strong> his family had hidden for weeks.<br />

At our first meeting after his arrival in <strong>the</strong> camp he had said: “You see it was worthwhile<br />

hiding from <strong>the</strong> Russians. If <strong>the</strong>y had caught me I should now be in Siberia. As it is I am still<br />

in Lemberg. Whe<strong>the</strong>r this may be an advantage…”<br />

He was completely indifferent to his surroundings. His fiancée was in <strong>the</strong> Ghetto but he<br />

rarely had news from her. She must have been working in some army formation.<br />

His parents, to whom he was deeply devoted, had perished in <strong>the</strong> very first days after <strong>the</strong><br />

German occupation. Sometimes in his disregard for his surroundings he seemed to me like a<br />

sleepwalker. He grew more <strong>and</strong> more remote, <strong>and</strong> at first we could not rightly underst<strong>and</strong><br />

why. But gradually we all came to resemble him. We too had lost most of our relatives.<br />

My story had apparently roused Arthur a little from his apathy, but for a long time nothing<br />

more was said by any of my listeners.<br />

<strong>The</strong>n Arthur got up <strong>and</strong> went to a bunk where a friend of his was retailing <strong>the</strong> radio news.<br />

And <strong>the</strong> o<strong>the</strong>rs went about <strong>the</strong>ir own business.<br />

<strong>On</strong>ly Josek stayed with me.<br />

“Do you know,” he began, “when you were telling us about your meeting with <strong>the</strong> SS man,<br />

I feared at first, that you had really forgiven him. You would have had no right to do this in<br />

<strong>the</strong> name of people who had not authorized you to do so. What people have done to you<br />

yourself, you can, if you like, forgive <strong>and</strong> forget. That is your own affair. But it would have<br />

been a terrible sin to burden your conscience with o<strong>the</strong>r people's sufferings.”

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