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The Sunflower_ On the Possibilities and - Wiesenthal, Simon copy

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swallowed it ravenously. Soldiers stood around watching us as if we were animals being<br />

fed.<br />

For <strong>the</strong> rest of <strong>the</strong> day I worked in a trance. When I was back again on <strong>the</strong> parade ground<br />

in <strong>the</strong> evening I could hardly remember <strong>the</strong> return march. I had not even glanced at <strong>the</strong><br />

sunflowers.<br />

Later I told my friends about <strong>the</strong> death of <strong>the</strong> SS man, but <strong>the</strong>y were not interested. <strong>The</strong><br />

whole incident was closed in <strong>the</strong>ir minds after <strong>the</strong> tale I had told <strong>the</strong>m <strong>the</strong> day before. But<br />

<strong>the</strong>y all agreed with me that I had done well to refuse <strong>the</strong> dead man's possessions. Josek<br />

said: “In <strong>the</strong> story you told us yesterday <strong>the</strong>re were points that seemed to need fur<strong>the</strong>r<br />

thought. I should have liked to discuss <strong>the</strong>m with Reb Schlomo, but he alas is no more. He<br />

could easily have proved to you that you acted rightly…But even so I am afraid that you will<br />

continue to worry about this business. But don't cudgel your brains over it. You had no right<br />

to forgive him, you could not forgive him, <strong>and</strong> it was quite right not to accept his things.”<br />

After a while he added: “<strong>The</strong> Talmud tells us…”<br />

Arthur lost something of his o<strong>the</strong>rwise unshakable self-possession. He said to Josek,<br />

“Don't make him any madder; he is already dreaming about it <strong>and</strong> shouting out in his sleep.<br />

Next time it may bring us misfortune. It only needs one of <strong>the</strong> guards to hear him shouting <strong>and</strong><br />

he will put a bullet through him. It's happened before.<br />

“And you,” said Arthur, turning to me, “do stop talking about it. All this moaning <strong>and</strong><br />

groaning leads to nothing. If we survive this camp—<strong>and</strong> I don't think we will—<strong>and</strong> if <strong>the</strong><br />

world comes to its senses again, inhabited by people who look on each o<strong>the</strong>r as human<br />

beings, <strong>the</strong>n <strong>the</strong>re will be plenty of time to discuss <strong>the</strong> question of forgiveness. <strong>The</strong>re will be<br />

votes for <strong>and</strong> against, <strong>the</strong>re will be people who will never forgive you for not forgiving

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