The Duchy of Jerald

asking for trust, honesty, and commitment, just because I exist, they don't have it, and they are
gone with me as a gay basher or a heretic as they go out the door.
They hate me for asking for what I want.
That's why, it couldn't possibly be my fault.
People have choices, they can put up with me, they can be assertive and ask for whatever
changes they want or they can reject me. I don't have secret mind powers that control others
choices. Others likes and dislikes only describe them. We are such complex creature with so
many facets, to say one of these facets that you don't prefer describes all of me, is insane.
If I say that about myself, I have created depression, anxiety, shame, embarrassment, guilt and
rage.
Where is the evidence that my total being is shit, based on some characteristic that some
narcissist focused on in order to get out of being in a healthy relationship?
There is no evidence.
I highly prefer to be perfect in everyone's eyes (that's a lot of different preferences to be, what a
dance that would be) but I don't have to be. It would be exhausting.
My last narcissist girlfriend took hours doing her face before going out the door as "you never
know who you are going to meet." She MUST be liked and accepted or she is no good. OK!
What about the people who don't prefer makeup, how do you fit in with them? Oh them,
ewwwwwww.
And so it goes....