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12<br />
literaturuli literaturuli gazeTi<br />
gazeTi<br />
<strong>proza</strong> 12-25 noemberi 2010<br />
rusa amirejibi<br />
mrisxaneba<br />
quCaSi mivdiodi. tvinSi, ufulobis<br />
gamo, mxolod fuli mitrialebda.<br />
Cems Tavs xan vewinaaRmdegebodi, xan<br />
raRacas vumtkicebdi.<br />
`aris Tu ara dRes fuli Tavisuflebis<br />
wyaro?<br />
aris Cveni adamianoba xSirad<br />
fulze damokidebuli?<br />
diax! fuli dRes Tavisuflebis<br />
wyaroa.<br />
diax! ufuloba dRes adamians ufro<br />
metad afuWebs, vidre fuli.irgvliv<br />
bevr daRlils vxedav, gulgrili<br />
Tvalebi, raRacas Seguebuli saxeebi,<br />
Sekruli warbebi, naoWiani Sublebi.<br />
egoizmi, agresia da... borotebamde<br />
sul erTi nabijia. es mrisxanebaa da ase-<br />
Ti rogorRa SeZlebs siyvaruls, megobrobas,<br />
erTgulebas? `mrisxaneba daRlili<br />
adamianis niSan-Tvisebaa~_ gamovitane<br />
daskvna.<br />
Caxutebulma Tineijerebma Camiares.<br />
kargi, ra, fuli xelis WuWyiao _<br />
gacxarebiT umtkicebda gogo biWs.<br />
etyoba raRac saqcielisgan Tavis<br />
Sekavebas urCevda. gamecina da davrwmundi,<br />
rom dRes mTeli qveyana fulze<br />
fiqrobs. Tavs SevamCnie, rom laparakis<br />
mada momawva. netav vinme Semxvdes-meTqi,<br />
vinatre. Cem gverdiT aravin iyo da<br />
fiqri gavagrZele:<br />
`es gamoTqma ki maSin SeTxzes, roca<br />
cxovrebis done dRevandelTan SedarebiT<br />
bevrad dabali iyo da fulis<br />
Sovnac ioli. rac dRes yovel nabijze<br />
gvxvdeba, maSin saerTod ar iyo da Sesabamisad<br />
adamians bevrad patara mada<br />
hqonda, vidre dRes. xalxi mxolod minimalurad<br />
saarsebos iZenda. rCebodaT<br />
fulic da droc, rom sulieri samyaro<br />
gamoekvebaT. amitomac Tqves maSin,<br />
fuli xelis WuWyiao.<br />
Tu dRes Cveni Tavisufleba fulzea<br />
damokidebuli, gamodis, maSinac ki,<br />
roca fuli gvaqvs, Tavisufali ara<br />
varT, radgan raimeze damokidebuleba,dResdReobiT,TavisuflebisSinaarss<br />
ewinaaRmdegeba. ese igi, Seicvala<br />
Tavisuflebis gagebac.winaT ki<br />
Tavisufleba zneobrivi principebiT<br />
iyo SezRuduli. bolos da bolos, amas<br />
xom biblia gvaswavlis.<br />
maS, Tavisufali rom iyos, ra gaake-<br />
Tos ocdameerTe saukunis adamianma?~<br />
am kiTxvas viyavi CabRauWebuli, rom<br />
cxvirSi nacnobma, madisaRmZvrelma<br />
sunma SemiRitina.sacxobi... Sebrawul<br />
fenovan xaWapurebs gadavxede da gza<br />
gavagrZele, rom Tvalma iqve, buCqebTan<br />
Cacucquli axalgazrda kacis saintereso<br />
kadri daiWira. fenovan<br />
xaWapurs Wamda, madianad ilukmeboda<br />
da koka-kolasac ayolebda. nerwyvi<br />
TavisiT gadameylapa. saocrad uxdeba<br />
fenovans koka-kola da mec Zalian miyvars,<br />
magram comeulobas ar vWam.<br />
tipi gemrielad ilukmeboda, magram<br />
gamometyveleba hqonda iseTi, rom SemeSinda:<br />
daboRmili, boroti, mkvlelis<br />
TvalebiT icqireboda aqeT-iqiT.<br />
vinmes ki ar eZebda, ubralod gamvlelebs<br />
uyurebda, Tan Wamda.<br />
gonebas gaukvirda da amaze fiqri<br />
atexa.<br />
`zogadad, adamiani Wams maSin, roca<br />
Sia, es Cveulebrivi instinqtia da amitom,<br />
Wama sasiamovnoa. amis lukmaobidan<br />
gamomdinare Tu vimsjeleb, Zalian<br />
unda Siodes. did nakbeCebs akeTebda da<br />
koka-kolasac ise svamda, rogorc mwyurvali.<br />
aseTi ukmayofilo saxe saku-<br />
Tari Tavis dakmayofilebis procesSi...<br />
gasakviria.~<br />
gonebaSi Wamisas ukmayofilo adamianebis<br />
Zebnas Sevudeqi da ver vipove.<br />
davrwmundi, rom namdvilad ar meSleboda<br />
da araadekvatur moments wavawydi.<br />
gavCerdi, gamalebuli vfiqrobdi.<br />
cnobismoyvareobam fexebze borkili<br />
damado. mainteresebda, ra mizeziT Wamda<br />
mSieri kaci ase?<br />
mexsiereba davZabe da suraTi dawvrilebiT<br />
aRvadgine, isic ki davinaxe<br />
ra ecva. fiqrebSi wasuli saxe ki namdvilad<br />
ar hqonda, Torem vityodi ra-<br />
Racazea gabrazebuli da ase amitom<br />
iyureboda-meTqi. maxsovs, rom gamvlel-gamomvlelebs<br />
Tvals uazrod ayolebda<br />
da davrwmundi, rom Wamis<br />
dros pirad problemebze ar fiqrobda.<br />
ufro gamikvirda.<br />
`adamianebma bar-restornebi gaxsnes,<br />
raTa dakmayofilebis procesi<br />
ufro sasiamovno yofiliyo. uyvarT<br />
adamianebs Wama da da amisTvis uamrav<br />
fuls xarjaven, ese igi siamovnebT da<br />
imitom. maS am axalgazrda kacs ra<br />
sWirs? mkvlelia? aramzada? unda gavarkvio.~<br />
gavifiqre da ukan mivtrialdi,<br />
sacxobisken wavedi. mivepare da davakvirdi.<br />
isev iseTi saxe hqonda, boroti,<br />
warbebSekruli da Tavsac isev aqeTiqiT<br />
atrialebda. xelebSi Sevxede da<br />
ufro gavocdi, radgan axla meore xa-<br />
Wapurs miirTmevda da koka-kolac sxva<br />
eWira.<br />
`fulic hqonia. ra Zalian unda siamovnebdes<br />
axla amas Wama. albaT asecaa,<br />
magram ratom ar etyoba? unda emCneodes,<br />
radgan adamianebi gamometyvelebas<br />
ver vmarTavT.~<br />
Tavs vuTxari, viTom wignis gmiri<br />
xar-meTqi, sacxobTan mivedi, mec<br />
xaWapuri da koka-kola viyide, uyoymanod<br />
mivadeqi da gverdiT, balaxze<br />
Camovujeqi.<br />
amrezilad Semomxeda, arc ki<br />
gaukvirda. xaWapuri movkbiCe, gemom<br />
aRmagzno, Zlivs miveci ufleba Tavs is<br />
meWama, rac Zalian miyvars, koka-kolac<br />
mivayole da iseTi bednieri viyavi, rom<br />
wamsve mivxvdi, meoresac viyididi.<br />
`didi rame, am erTxel ras gamasuqebs...~<br />
vimarTlebdi Tavs. siamovnebis<br />
procesma ise gamitaca, rom gverdSi<br />
mjdomi es tipi kinaRam gadamaviwyda.<br />
uceb gamovfxizldi da misken mivbrundi.<br />
man mzera igrZno da Tavi moatriala.<br />
kontaqtSi Sesvla daviwye, gavu-<br />
Rime. damibRvira. ar vikmare da vkiTxe:<br />
_ xom Zalian gemrielia?<br />
ise gakvirvebulma da daboRmilma<br />
Semomxeda, TiTqos Sevagine. pasuxi ar<br />
gamca.<br />
me mainc ukan ar davixie:<br />
_ amaze gamigia, TbilisSi saukeTeso<br />
fenovans acxobeno.vfiqrob,asecaa.<br />
Tqven rogor ggoniaT?<br />
isev amreziT Semomxeda, `ratom<br />
mawuxeb~ saxeze daewera da Tqva:<br />
_ me ra vici!<br />
`vaa!~ ufro gamikvirda gunebaSi.<br />
`Wams, mucels ixeTqavs da ar icis, gemrielia<br />
Tu ara?!~<br />
ar moveSvi:<br />
_anu, ar mogwonT es xaWapuri?<br />
`vaa!~ amanac gaifiqra da Tqva:<br />
_ momwons!<br />
_ ese igi mogwonT?<br />
_ momwons-meTqi! ra iyo, Senia es<br />
sacxobi? _ mkiTxa SublSekrulma.<br />
`uzrdeli! SenobiT mommarTavs,<br />
roca me TqvenobiT velaparakebi,~ gavifiqre,<br />
Torem ar gamkvirvebia. aseTi<br />
Tvalebis patronisgan, piriqiT, zrdiloba<br />
gamikvirdeboda.<br />
_ maS, aseTi warbebSekruli saxe<br />
ratomRa gaqvT?iqneb, sulac ar mogwonT<br />
da meores SimSilis gamo WamT?<br />
ubralod, mainteresebs da mipasuxeT,<br />
ra, gTxovT.<br />
gaocebisgan misi Sekruli warbebi<br />
Sublze axtnen, iqauroba daanaoWes,<br />
sabolood samkuTxedis forma miiRes<br />
da gaCerdnen. qvemoT darCenili<br />
gakvirvebuli Tvalebi ki gaavdnen.<br />
`ai, mgoni damerxa,~ gavifiqre.<br />
wamebi gaiwela da Sesabamisad kadric.<br />
vuyurebdi rogor nel-nela TxleSda<br />
pirs.<br />
`albaT unda damiRrialos~ gavifiqre<br />
da cotaTi SemeSinda. movemzade,<br />
rom guli ar gamxeTqvoda. ar Sevmcdarvar:<br />
_ Sen vin gkiTxavs! reebs bodav!<br />
giJi xar, viRaca! gaeTrie aqedan, Torem<br />
daviviwyeb rom qali xar!<br />
`TiTqos aqamde axsovda!~ ironiulad<br />
CavurTe gonebaSi da mSvidad<br />
vTqvi:<br />
_ dawynardiT, bodiSs vixdi!<br />
ubralod mainteresebs, mSieri ratom<br />
WamdiT aseTi saxiT.<br />
ufro gadairia:<br />
_ reebs bedav! rogori saxiT? ra<br />
saxiT? Sariani xar, viRaca! ras Camomijeqi<br />
aq da kiTxvebs mayri! uzrdelo!<br />
vin gagzarda! qali ase unda iqceodes?<br />
aseTi araferi minaxavs! waeTrie Sens<br />
gzaze, Torem Tavze xels aviReb da<br />
erTi kargad gaglanZRav, rogorc Segefereba<br />
ise! Tu ar waeTrevi, iseT dRes<br />
dagayri, arasodes dagaviwydes! vera<br />
xar, viRaca xar, Sennairi giJebi quCaSi<br />
ratom unda dadiodnen? esaa qveyana?<br />
esaa saxelmwifo? fu! me amaTi deda<br />
vatire! Senc etyoba amaTnairi egoisti<br />
xar, aramkiTxe, sxvis saqmeSi cxvirsa<br />
yof! qveyana ra dReSia da Sen ori<br />
xaWapuri gikvirs?ras miTvli! miTxari,<br />
eseni Tu normalurebi arian, Sennairebs<br />
quCaSi ratom unda uSvebdnen?!<br />
am SekiTxvaze gamecina da yvelafers<br />
mivxvdi, wamovxti da kmayofilma<br />
vuTxari:<br />
_ didi madloba, kargad brZandebodeT.<br />
xeli gavuwode, magram mis saxes rom<br />
Sevxede, isev davmale da swrafad gav-<br />
Sordi iqaurobas.<br />
`es adamiani ukmayofilo, Sewuxebuli<br />
da daboRmili Tavis qveyanaze yofila.<br />
etyoba usamarTloba Seexo, raRa<br />
Tqma unda, rom aseTi saxe eqneboda~.<br />
gonebaSi vamarTlebdi da TanavugrZnobdi.<br />
`mas Tavisufleba, samarTali swyuria<br />
da rogorc kaci, ufro metad<br />
daCagrulad grZnobs Tavs, vidre me _<br />
qali, da swored amitom iyureboda mkvleliviT.<br />
epatieba, radgan kaci ufro<br />
mwared ganicdis sakuTar uZlurebas,<br />
vidre qali, Tanac, roca bunebiT susti<br />
araa. es kaci namdvilad ar iyo susti,<br />
Torem ukmayofilo ar iqneboda.~<br />
movdiodi, vfiqrobdi da sakuTar<br />
Tavze mecineboda. pirvelad gamlanZRa<br />
kacma da me ki TiTqmis mesiamovna.<br />
Saise<br />
erT-erTTan mwvane ezoSi SevikribeT.<br />
vWoraobdiT, luds vsvamdiT. Tema<br />
lamisaa gamogvelia, rom:<br />
_ gogoebo, modi, cotaTi gaver-<br />
ToT.<br />
_ ho, magram ra gziT?<br />
_ ori dRis win marSutkaSi ucnob<br />
biZaze gavbrazdi. me vityvi ratom gavbrazdi<br />
da Tqven is kaci saTiTaod daaxasiaTeT.<br />
Tan gaverTobiT, Tanac saintereso<br />
fsiqologiur portrets mivi-<br />
RebT. SeiZleba arazusts, magram guls<br />
vijerebT.Tanaxma xarT?<br />
yvela daTanaxmda.<br />
_ki, magram marSutkaSi ra gindoda?<br />
manqana?<br />
_ iman lombardSi waiyvana, problemebi<br />
aqvs da... daviwyeT, ra, kargi?<br />
_ ar unda gagetanebina!kacs ki ar<br />
unda misce, unda gamoarTva!<br />
_ kargi raa, vah!!!<br />
_ acade, ra gWirs! midi, gaagrZele.<br />
_ mokled, marSutkaSi avedi. misi<br />
interieri mogexsenebaT. hoda, ukan gadasvlisas<br />
fexi raRacaSi gavuyare.<br />
gameWeda. viRac WaRara, meloti biZa<br />
ijda, ase, za Siisiat. ijda da Tan<br />
rogor: gaCaCxuli _ iseT viwro gasasvlelSi!<br />
mSvidi saxiT! daminaxa gadasvlas<br />
rom vcdilobdi da fexebis Setyupeba<br />
arc ufiqria. fexi rom fexSi gavuyare,<br />
arc maSin. isev ar ganZreula.<br />
me kidev fexs uSedegod viqnevdi da<br />
gamoZrobas vcdilobdi... bolos, rogorc<br />
iqna, gaviTavisufle da ukan gadavedi.<br />
saSinlad gavbrazdi da Cveulebisamebr<br />
momentaluri siZulviliT<br />
avivise. boloSi getyviT rac gavakeTe!<br />
axla ki daviwyoT... rogori<br />
unda iyos aseTi kaci?<br />
_ etyoba raRacaze fiqrobda.<br />
_ albaT viRac Seuyvarda sibere-<br />
Si.<br />
_ ara, fiqrebSi wasuli saxe ar hqonda.<br />
_ maSin uzrdelia.<br />
_ ki, egecaa.<br />
_ SeiZleba bevri fuli aqvs da amitom<br />
hqonda fexzemkidia saxe.<br />
_ maS, marSutkaSi raRa undoda?<br />
_ araa. arc saTanadod iyo movlili<br />
da Raribuladac ecva.<br />
_ maSin Tqvi, Seni azriT rogori<br />
iyo.<br />
_ rogori da ori variantia:<br />
adamiani, romelic sakuTari vi-<br />
Tarebis SuagulSia da ar ainteresebs<br />
irgvliv ra xdeba, an cxovrebisgan da-<br />
Cagruli da xelCaqneulia, andac<br />
gaborotebuli, radgan sakuTari Tavis<br />
araraobas grZnobs.<br />
gulgatexili rom yofiliyo, aseTi<br />
`fexzemkidia~ gamometyveleba da poza<br />
ki ar eqneboda, aramed dabeCavebulis<br />
sevdiani sindromi. es kaci sakuTari<br />
damarcxebis gamo, pasiurad agresiuli<br />
gaxda da irgvliv diskomforts qmnis,<br />
radgan TviTonac imaves ganicdis.<br />
kacs, romelic sxvas Segnebulad gzas<br />
gadauketavs, uamravi salanZRavi sityva<br />
ar ekuTvnis?<br />
am dros SeeZlo sxva gza aerCia: an<br />
Seguebuliyo sakuTar fiaskos, andac<br />
ecada kargi saqcieliT daebalansebina<br />
Tavisi araraoba. sxvebis TvalSi<br />
zrdilobiani adamiani iqneboda da amis<br />
gamo_TviTonac kmayofili. amas rom<br />
ver xvdeba, ese igi inteleqti aklia.<br />
uinteleqto boRma ki, aravis sWirdeba<br />
da Tanac saSiSia. darwmunebuli var,<br />
colmac miatova, imas albaT rogor<br />
eqceoda...<br />
_ iqneb, coli saerTod ar hyavs?<br />
_ vin gahyveboda, ro? megobrebic<br />
ara mgonia hyavdes.<br />
_ ho. albaT.<br />
_ eg wuwuraqic iqneba, kapiks ar<br />
gaimetebs qalisTvis.<br />
_ me aseT adamians susts ki ara,<br />
borots vuwodeb da borotebas sikeTe<br />
sZlevso, egec sisulelea. Wkua unda<br />
aswavlo misnairebs da agrZnobino, rom<br />
xedav!<br />
_ mere ra qeni?<br />
_ ra da, gacecxlebuli Turme gaCerebas<br />
gavcdi. Casvlisas ki, isev ga-<br />
CaCxuls, masaviT moveqeci da gamiznulad,<br />
magram SemTxveviTobis elferiT,<br />
ise magrad Cavartyi Cemi fexsacmlis<br />
qusli fexis TiTebSi, rom misi bRavilis<br />
mixedviT Tu vimsjeleb, romeliRac<br />
TiTi motyda da amieridan mar-<br />
SutkaSi fexebs yovelTvis damalavs!<br />
gaecinaT.<br />
_ sul Cxubisken rogor unda iwevde?<br />
_ adamianebi Cxubis simZafris<br />
mixedviT myavs mogonebebis oTaxebSi<br />
gamomwyvdeuli da maT vinaobas Cxubisas<br />
gancdili emociebis mixedviT vixseneb...<br />
da gonebaSi, rogorc ekranze,<br />
ise gadis Cxubis kadrebi. axla gamovswordi,<br />
adrindeliviT aRar vCxubob,<br />
Tavs vikaveb.<br />
isev gaecinaT.<br />
_ ho, getyoba, rogori gamosworebulic<br />
xar, vin icis, kaci daainvalide.<br />
_ me mainc vfqirob, rom gulgatexilobam<br />
miiyvana eg kaci mandamde da<br />
codoa.<br />
_Tu vinme kaci ver aris, codo ki<br />
ara, uTavmoyvareoa.<br />
_ miTumetes ufulo!<br />
_ mokled ase iyo. axla wavedi, bavSvi<br />
unda wamoviyvano dedaCemisgan.
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