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literaturuli literaturuli gazeTi<br />
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<strong>proza</strong> 12-25 noemberi 2010<br />
viTareba marTlac Zalian mZime<br />
iyo, magram ara katastrofuli. yvela<br />
am argumentis gaqarwyleba Tavisuflad<br />
SeiZleboda, Tanac naTeli iyo,<br />
rom qalaqis datoveba fsiqologiuri<br />
TvalsazrisiT gatexavda jarsac da<br />
mosaxleobasac, magram samxedroebs,<br />
rogorc ukve iTqva, aravin usmenda.<br />
qarTuli jari gascda rusTavelis<br />
gamzirs, bozarjiancis qarxanas,<br />
didubes da wamoewia mcxeTisken mimaval<br />
erTeulebs. jars ukan, dacvis<br />
mizniT mihyveboda qaquca ColoyaSvilis<br />
razmi, TeTr CoxebSi gamowyobili<br />
aseuli.<br />
ase iares baTumamde.<br />
baTumSi gaurkveveli mdgomareoba<br />
sufevda. sadguri, quCebi, moednebi<br />
savse iyo jariT. wesrigis aRsadgenad<br />
da moralis asamaRleblad generalma<br />
kvinitaZem aRlumis Catareba brZana.<br />
dafacurdnen ufrosebi da wesrigSi<br />
moiyvanes nawilebi, romlebic vaJkacurad<br />
gamoiyurebodnen. sazogadoeba<br />
aRfrTovanebiT da imedis TvaliT<br />
Sescqeroda mwyobrad mimaval nawilebs.<br />
aseTi jarebiT naxavT bedis Semobrunebas<br />
– ismoda aqeT – iqidan.<br />
saqarTvelos damfuZnebeli krebis<br />
bolo sxdomac baTumSi gaimarTa.<br />
swored aq gadawyda, rom mTavroba<br />
qveyanas datovebda, gaixizneboda<br />
dasavleT evropaSi da iqidan Seecdeboda<br />
saqarTvelos gaTavisuflebas,<br />
oRond axla ukve politikuri zomebiT,<br />
Tanac im evropelTa daxmarebiT,<br />
romelTa ganwyobac sadRac SeSfoTebasa<br />
da aRSfoTebas Sua gaibna Tu<br />
gauCinarda.<br />
mokled, sxva enaze rom iTqvas,<br />
mTavrobam Tavs uSvela. erTaderTi<br />
rac am Tavyrilobam SeZlo, im dadgenilebis<br />
miReba gaxldaT, romelic<br />
cota nagvianevi ki Canda, magram sul<br />
arafers mainc sjobda.<br />
mas Semdeg, rac TebervalSi Seqmnilma<br />
revoluciurma komitetma sakuTari<br />
saxelmwifos xelisuflebis<br />
dasamxobad sabWoTa ruseTis armia<br />
moiwvia sakuTar samSobloSi, qveynis<br />
parlamentma isini moRalateebad gamoacxada.<br />
kerZod, damoukidebeli<br />
saqarTvelos damfuZnebeli krebis<br />
dadgenilebiT revoluciuri komitetis<br />
sruli Semadgenloba uklebliv<br />
aRiarebul iqnas saqarTvelos xalxis<br />
moRalateebaT, CamoerTvaT maT mTeli<br />
qoneba da gamocxadnen saqarTvelos<br />
kanonTa mflobelobis gareSe.<br />
karis gajaxunebas gavda es yovelive.<br />
sxva araferi miuRiaT, gemze Tu eCqarebodaT.<br />
italiuri gemi idga TiTqmis Sua<br />
zRvaSi. uzarmazari gemi TiTqos meTvalyured<br />
hyavdaT daniSnuli sxva patara<br />
gemebs. isic idga da zemodan dascqeroda<br />
maT. am patarebSi eria<br />
qarTvelebisTvis gankuTvnili vesta<br />
da maria. napirze uamravi xalxi ireoda,<br />
yvelani gemze moxvedras lamobdnen.<br />
sakuTari bargi – barxanis datoveba<br />
ar surdaT, amitomac napirs momdgari<br />
navebi tvirTiT ivseboda da<br />
gemisken miemarTeboda. irgvliv ismoda<br />
vira da maina. saRamomde grZeldeboda<br />
gemis datvirTva. ukve bneloda,<br />
rodesac mezRvaurebma xrialiT<br />
auSves Ruzebi da manqanebi aamuSaves.<br />
Setokda gemi, nel – nela daiZra da<br />
aCqarebiT SeiWra Ramis wyvdiadSi.<br />
mTeli qveyana mxolod or gemSi<br />
daetia.<br />
omi dasrulda.<br />
saqarTveloSi ruseTi Semovida.<br />
gaixara petrakem.<br />
gailaRa sirabim.<br />
gaumardJos sakartvelos!<br />
wiTlebi bolSevikur reJims acxadeben.<br />
TbilisSi maTi arCeuli mTavroba<br />
jdeba. es mTavroba saswrafod br-<br />
Zanebs qarTuli jaris gauqmebas. komisarTa<br />
sabWo spobs arCeviT organoebs,<br />
damfuZnebelTa krebas, municipalur<br />
da adgilobriv sabWoebs, auqmebs<br />
muSaTa profkavSirebs.<br />
yovelive es icvleba komunistebiT.<br />
maT wiTlebi niSnaven, niSnaven sastik,<br />
daundobel, znedacemul adamianebs.<br />
arCil beriaSvili – cxenebis qurdi<br />
– Telavis raionuli miliciis<br />
ufrosi.<br />
arabuli – cnobili banditi –<br />
TianeTis raionuli miliciis ufrosi.<br />
levan qavTaraZe – banditi – duSe-<br />
Tis miliciis ufrosi.<br />
darCo WoRoSvili – recidivisti<br />
– ananuris revkomis Tavjdomare.<br />
quTaTelaZe – banditi – ozurgeTis<br />
Cekas ufrosi.<br />
kobiaSvili – mkvleli – Tbilisis<br />
cekas TanamSromeli.<br />
gunTaiSvili – banditi – ozurge-<br />
Tis Cekas ufrosis moadgile.<br />
paiWaZe – mkvleli, romelsac mokluli<br />
hyavda ingliseli eqimi – Coxatauris<br />
administraciis ufrosi.<br />
TaTaraSvili – banditi – rkinigzis<br />
miliciis TanamSromeli.<br />
gulariSvili da kosaSvili – mkvlelebi,<br />
mokluli hyavdaT studenti<br />
batiSaviZe – Tbilisis miliciis TanamSromlebi.<br />
gaumardJos sakartvelos!<br />
moispo yovelgvari Tavisufleba,<br />
mosaxleobas CamoarTves raimes Tqmis<br />
ufleba. yvelaferi rekvizirebulia,<br />
fabrikebi, qarxnebi, saxlebi, binebi,<br />
aveji. bolSevikebi nebas ar rTaven<br />
umuSevrebs datovon qalaqi da<br />
soflad wavidnen sanovagis saSovnelad,<br />
maT jgufebad aerTianeben da<br />
iZulebiT samuSaoze agzavnian.<br />
saqarTvelos yvela mowinave moqalaqe<br />
sapyrobileSia. xvreten sruliad<br />
udanaSaulo adamianebsac, imaTac,<br />
vinc arasodes gahkarebia politikas.<br />
qveynis simdidre ganadgurebulia,<br />
rac gadarCa ruseTSi gaizida. awiokebulia<br />
maRaziebi, duqnebi, kerZo saxlebi,<br />
xdeba yvelafris rekvizicia, nacionalizacia,<br />
yvelgan SemoRebulia<br />
samxedro disciplina.<br />
gaumardJos sakartvelos!<br />
inteleqtualuri cxovreba aRar<br />
arsebobs. literaturaSi, presaSi iZu-<br />
lebulni arian misdion bolSevikebis<br />
Wkuis swavlebas, Tu ramis gamoqveyneba<br />
ginda specialuri nebarTvaa<br />
saWiro, maT unda sTxovo qaRaldi da<br />
dasabeWdi teqstic unda warudgino.<br />
yvela saTeatro darbazi bolSevikebis<br />
sakuTrebad iqna gamocxadebuli.<br />
wiTeli xelisufleba Tavad irCevs<br />
saTamaSo piesas, adgens repertuars,<br />
rolebze niSnavs msaxiobebs.<br />
wiTlebisTvis xelovnebis mxolod<br />
erTi Janria misaRebi – qandakeba. moqandake,<br />
romelic beladis iersaxes<br />
gamoZerwavs, wamsve aRzevdeba, gvarian<br />
honorarsac gamohkravs xels da qeba<br />
– didebasac daimsaxurebs.<br />
aweseben Tavis dResaswaulebs. Soba<br />
dRe sakuTar dReobad monaTles da<br />
komunist gaioz devdarianis komkav-<br />
Siris xelmZRvanelad daniSvna izeimes.<br />
gamomZieblebi da mosamarTleebi<br />
gaZevebulni arian. muSaoben mxolod<br />
tribunalebi, Tanac mTeli datvir-<br />
TviT studentebis sulsa da gonebas me-<br />
Todurad swamlaven. saswavlo programaSi<br />
SeaqvT marqsizmi da sabWoTa<br />
samarTali, Tumca Tavisi ver gaaqvT,<br />
leqciebi ar tardeba, qarTveli profesorebi<br />
uars acxadeben kursis wayvanaze,<br />
rusebs ki sakuTari aravin<br />
hyavT. es sijiute patriotebis cixe –<br />
simagres ar apaties. Tavadi javaxiSvili<br />
saswavleblidan gaagdes, Semcvlelad<br />
gamonaxes bolSevikebis samsaxurSi<br />
Camdgari vinme Rlonti, ucodinari<br />
da paTologiuri midrekilebis<br />
adamiani. amas ar dasjerdnen da universitetSi<br />
qarTuli ena akrZales,<br />
leqciebi mxolod rusul enaze unda<br />
wakiTxuliyo. sabWo Cekistebs Caugdes<br />
xelSi, saswavleblis marTvaSic isini<br />
iReben monawileobas.<br />
amgvarma Tavxedurma qcevam studentebSi<br />
aRSfoTeba gamoiwvia. saswavlebelSi<br />
wiTeli razmebi Sevidnen. am<br />
ambavs Seewira cameti kaci, samocze<br />
meti daiWra, sxvebi cixe – banakebSi<br />
gafantes.<br />
mrewveloba gaqra, TiTqos arc arasdros<br />
yofila.<br />
yvelaferi rac dasavleTidan Semodioda,<br />
aRar Semodis. Tu ram iSoveba,<br />
mxolod maRali rangis komunistebs<br />
ekuTvniT. es rangireba ki saaTiviT<br />
hqondaT awyobili. jer modioda yvelaze<br />
damsaxurebulTa, komunistur<br />
TavadTa jgufi, saxeliT uZvelesi<br />
gvardia. Semdeg taxtis aznaurni, Zveli<br />
modgmisa da wminda sisxlis komunistebi.<br />
amas mohyveboda SedarebiT<br />
dabal safexurze mdgari keTilSo-<br />
bilni, romlebic partiaSi revoluciamde<br />
gawevriandnen. Semdeg sabatono<br />
aznaurni, bolos ki maZiebelni.<br />
Tu Tavis gadarCena ginda, maTi megobari<br />
unda gaxde. Tu SimSiliT<br />
sikvdili ar gsurs, komunisturi saxelmwifos<br />
funqcioneri unda Seiqne.<br />
marTalia, es groSebi normaluri cxovrebisTvis<br />
sruliad arasakmarisia,<br />
magram SimSilisgan suli ar gagZvreba.<br />
axali komunisturi sazogadoebis<br />
Sesaqmnelad bolSevikebi gaxrwnil axalgazdebs<br />
eyrdnobian.<br />
komkavSiri Sedgeba umuSevari gogo<br />
– biWebisgan. adre maT policia eZebda<br />
qurdobis, loTobis da uzneobisTvis.<br />
bevrs sasjelic aqvs moxdili, bevri am<br />
sasjels wiTelma armiam gadaarCina.<br />
komkavSiri msaxuria bolSevikebis<br />
yvelgan da yvelaferSi, igi mteria<br />
yovelgvari tradiciis, moralis, ar<br />
scnobs sxva gzas garda dasja –<br />
represiisa, am yvelaferSi ki gvarian<br />
gasamrjelos iRebs, romliTac, isev<br />
da isev misi ufrosi megobrebi asaCuqreben.<br />
mokled, tanjva – wamebas bolo ar<br />
uCanda, ufro swored exla iwyeboda.<br />
maS, kidev erTxel gaumardJos<br />
sakartvelos.<br />
am yvelaferSi, rogorc mosalodnelia,<br />
gareulebi iyvnen petrake mer-<br />
aZe da sirabi oRadeli. marTalia, dapirebuli<br />
Tanxis darigebas piri ar<br />
uCanda da saqme fici – mtkicis iqiT<br />
ar midioda, magram oriveni beds mainc<br />
ar uCiodnen.<br />
Tanamdeboba erTsac ergo da meoresac,<br />
zogjer Wkuasac ekiTxebodnen,<br />
saWiro xalxTanac hqondaT urTier-<br />
Toba da garkveul gadawyvetilebebsac<br />
iRebdnen, ase rom, Tavs kargad<br />
grZnobdnen. amis dasturad isic<br />
gamodgeba, rom petrakem ocneba Sewyvita<br />
da imdroindel Tbiliss sabolood<br />
auRo alRo, romelic cotaTi<br />
Tu Camogavda ocdameerTe saukunis<br />
dedaqalaqs.<br />
Tumca garkveuli uxerxuloba<br />
mainc iqmneboda. petrakes ar hqonda<br />
televizori, mobiluri, interneti, ar<br />
akmayofilebda telefonis muSaoba da<br />
uCioda moskovis mimarTulebiT regularuli<br />
reisebis ararsebobas.<br />
drodadro gulSi ojaxis monatrebac<br />
gahkravda xolme da partiuli amxanagebic<br />
axsendeboda, magram Tavs<br />
imiT imSvidebda, rom ojaxidan mowyvetac<br />
mis wisqvilze daasxamda wyals,<br />
radgan maTi gauCinareba aucileblad<br />
xelisuflebas dabraldeboda, rac<br />
axali saprotesto talRis dasawyisis<br />
mizezad namdvilad gamodgeboda,<br />
oRond amjerad momavlis TbilisSi.<br />
mokled, imedebi iyo da cxovrebac<br />
sainteresod Tu saxalisod gamoiyureboda.<br />
hoda, sadac xalisia iq<br />
sufrac gaiSleba da sadRegrZeloc<br />
iTqmeba.<br />
im dRes, rogorc amboben, bolSevikTa<br />
viwro wre sirabis dabadebis<br />
dRes aRniSnavda. manqanaSi xuTiode<br />
kaci ijda da veris daRmarTiT mtkvris<br />
sanapirosken miemarTeboda, sadac<br />
mdinaris piras gaSlili iyo<br />
mokrZalebuli purmarili. megobrebi<br />
imedianad iyvnen ganwyobilni, radgan<br />
piroba hqondaT miRebuli da mogvianebiT<br />
bolSevikebis sxva xelmZRvanel<br />
pirebs elodnen aRniSnuli dRis aRsaniSnavad.<br />
exla vin ijda am manqanaSi.<br />
bolSevikebTan daaxlovebuli<br />
mRvdeli diomide SilakaZe, romelic<br />
dRisiT wiravda, RamiT ki wiTel terorSi<br />
iyo CarTuli.<br />
Tbilisuri sameulis wevri, bolSeviki<br />
levan RoRoberiZe, romelic Tavis<br />
mTavar damsaxurebad TavadaznaurTa<br />
ganadgurebas Tvlida, amiT amayobda<br />
da xSirad imeorebda : TavadaznaurTa<br />
procenti saqarTveloSi nulamde<br />
daviyvaneo.<br />
saSa obolaZe, romelic guriaSi<br />
specialuri daniSnulebis miliciel-<br />
Ta razms xelmZRvanelobda da saxeli<br />
hqonda gavardnili, rogorc daundobel<br />
da usamarTlo adamians. es obolaZe<br />
mogvianebiT mokles, rodesac<br />
faetoniT ozurgeTis bazrobaze miemarTeboda<br />
Tavis xelqveiTebTan sanikiZesTan<br />
da CubiniSvilTan erTad.<br />
obolaZes xelSi eWira gitara, fexeb-<br />
Si ki CxaveriT savse WurWeli edga, iyo<br />
gvarianad nasvami da sruliad hqonda<br />
dakarguli realobis SegrZneba.<br />
swored am dros autexa srola gogia<br />
Rlontma, yofilma gvardielma, valodia<br />
goguaZis javSan – matareblis mebrZolma,<br />
ra Tqma unda, ramdenime Tavisnain<br />
gadareulTan erTad.<br />
swored amis Semdeg Seiqmna guriaSi<br />
xalxuri leqsi:<br />
atyda srola kvaWalaTze,<br />
CaaZaRles obolaZe.<br />
guriaSi ra gindoda,<br />
Tu sikvdili ar gindoda.<br />
am sadResaswaulo manqanas marTavda<br />
senakis mazris sadamsjelo razmis<br />
ufrosi polikarpe daviTaia, romelic<br />
yovel xelsayrel Tu araxelsayrel<br />
dros rixiT acxadebda, yovel<br />
komunists gvwyuroda RvinosaviT gvesva<br />
qarTvelTa sisxlio.<br />
aseT did xalxSi iyvnen gareulebi<br />
TiTqmis davaJkacebuli petrake meraZe<br />
da mudam suleliviT momRimari<br />
sirabi oRadeli.<br />
Cacda Tu ara manqana veris aRmarTs,<br />
afeTqebis xmac gaisma. xma<br />
modioda astemirovis farTleulis<br />
maRaziis mxridan, romelic im xanad<br />
ukve gaveranebul – gapartaxebuli<br />
gaxldaT da misi Zveli didebis dasturad<br />
maRaziis Tavze SemorCenili<br />
mxolod ramdenime laTinuri aso<br />
metyvelebda. rogorc aseT dros xdeba<br />
xolme, moqeifeebma iqiTken<br />
gaixedes, saidanac afeTqebis xma gaiges.<br />
swored am dros meored ifeTqa.<br />
haerSi avardnilma manqanam mgzavrebi<br />
mihyar – mohyara, mere Suaze gadaskda<br />
da ase nawil – nawil daenarcxa miwas.<br />
adgilze gaTavdnen sirabi, petrake<br />
da polikarpe daviTaia, mZimed daiWra<br />
RoRoberiZe, SedarebiT msubuqad obolaZe.<br />
swored misgan miiRo pirveli<br />
Cveneba adgilze dagvianebiT misulma<br />
miliciam. obolaZis gancxadebiT<br />
afeTqebis adgilas koWlobiT daiareboda<br />
saxenaiarevi kaci, daWrilebs<br />
yuradRebiT akvirdeboda, mere TiTo<br />
tyvia mauzeridan sirabisa da petrakes<br />
daaxala, mxolod amis Semdeg<br />
gaecala iqaurobas. obolaZes TavzexelaRebuli<br />
SurismaZiebeli ar ecno da<br />
verc verafriT gaixsena, Tumca gumaniT<br />
ki xvdeboda, rom pirad angariSsworebasTan<br />
unda gvqonoda saqme.<br />
Zveli maZebrebi, romlebic jer<br />
kidev kanti – kuntad iyvnen SemorCenilebi<br />
samarTaldamcav organoebSi,<br />
amtkicebdnen, rom ganxorcielebuli<br />
aqti Zveli teroristebis Cafiqrebuls<br />
hgavda, ufro ki griSa urotaZis<br />
jgufis namoqmedars. Tavad satana<br />
ramdenime wlis gardacvlili gaxldaT,<br />
jgufis sxva wevrebi daxvretil<br />
gadasaxlebulebi, tixona mebufete<br />
parizSi binadrobda, rCeboda mxolod<br />
alfez gogelia, romlis bed – iRbali<br />
saidumloebiT iyo moculi. saavadmyofoSi<br />
mis gardacvalebas ver adasturebdnen,<br />
Tumca verc gamojanmrTelebaze<br />
debdnen Tavs. sabuTebi<br />
areulobis dros dakarguliyo, xolo<br />
mkurnali eqimi sakuTari xeliT daexvrita<br />
saavadmyofos Cekist xelmZRvanel<br />
ulrixs, rodesac samedicino<br />
spirtis gacemaze sastiki uari miuRia.<br />
asea Tu ise, bolSevikebs am saqmis<br />
gamoZiebiT Tavi aRar SeuwuxebiaT da<br />
Cveul xerxs mimarTes. sapyrobilidan<br />
samocdaaTi patimari, romlebic am<br />
ambamde didi xniT adre isxdnen cixeSi<br />
da warmodgenac ki ar hqondaT Tu ra<br />
moxda im avbediT dRes, Caiyvanes veris<br />
daRmarTze, miiyvanes afeTqebis<br />
adgilas da saxalxod daxvrites.<br />
ise, kaci rom dafiqrdes, alfezis<br />
gamtyunebac gaWirdeba, ra Tqma unda,<br />
cocxali Tu gadarCa, bolo – bolo<br />
sakuTar fuls iTxovda adamiani.<br />
ocnebas kaci ar mouklavso, xSirad<br />
gaigonebs smenagafacicebuli adamiani.<br />
Cveni qveynis istoriisa Tu gamocdilebis<br />
gadamkide sul mTlad marTali<br />
ar unda iyos eg ambavi.<br />
gaaCnia raze ocnebob.
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