CLIMBING IS MORE A DANCING THINGAngela SoperOn a glorious summer day <strong>in</strong> 1967 when Kipl<strong>in</strong>g Groove was the hardestroute <strong>in</strong> Langdale, I fell <strong>of</strong>f it at the end <strong>of</strong> the traverse. With only one move tomake, my f<strong>in</strong>gers, on which I was depend<strong>in</strong>g, simply uncurled <strong>and</strong> let go. Well Iremember how the rope cut <strong>in</strong>to my waist as I dangled from the peg, <strong>and</strong> howashamed I felt at this unseemly debacle.On a miserable autumn day <strong>in</strong> 1984, when Kipl<strong>in</strong>g Groove had long been justanother 5a pitch (though probably the most popular one <strong>in</strong> Langdale), I stood <strong>in</strong>balance <strong>in</strong> the middle <strong>of</strong> the traverse, took <strong>of</strong>f one h<strong>and</strong> at a time <strong>and</strong> confessedthe story to the girl who held my rope. Could it really be the same place?Strange, how I used to believe that climb<strong>in</strong>g was a matter <strong>of</strong> strength <strong>and</strong>courage. Was it because the other climbers were men, much stronger than me?Why did I depend so much on my f<strong>in</strong>gers, unreliable at the best <strong>of</strong> times? Justbecause the old brown guidebook described a h<strong>and</strong> traverse, why didn't I th<strong>in</strong>k<strong>of</strong> feet? It took me far too long to realise that climb<strong>in</strong>g is more a danc<strong>in</strong>g th<strong>in</strong>g,especially for a woman. Technique <strong>and</strong> courage. Then, the leader never fell.Now, if she doesn't fall occasionally (onto perfect protection) she isn't climb<strong>in</strong>gat her highest st<strong>and</strong>ard. Then, four po<strong>in</strong>ts <strong>of</strong> contact. Now, put your spare footout <strong>in</strong> space <strong>and</strong> feel your balance improve. Push up, rock over, lock <strong>of</strong>f.In these days <strong>of</strong> <strong>in</strong>door climb<strong>in</strong>g walls, you don't need to make a new startafter every w<strong>in</strong>ter, but can resume at the st<strong>and</strong>ard you feel 'tra<strong>in</strong>ed up to'. I usedto be apprehensive to the po<strong>in</strong>t <strong>of</strong> terror, especially when second<strong>in</strong>g. Once Ithought my difficulties were due to lack <strong>of</strong> strength, but now it's clear that theywere due more to lack <strong>of</strong> perception. Over <strong>and</strong> over aga<strong>in</strong>, I must have tackledth<strong>in</strong>gs the wrong way. Now, guided by the technical grades, I approach a leadwith only mild 'butterflies', expect<strong>in</strong>g to see what to do <strong>and</strong> enjoy do<strong>in</strong>g it.Like Extol. I'll always remember the scorch<strong>in</strong>g day when we arrived at DoveCrag so early that we waited for the sun to go <strong>of</strong>f it, then climbed that soar<strong>in</strong>gpitch beautifully with new 50m ropes that were none too long. As I broughtStella up, the part <strong>of</strong> me that always st<strong>and</strong>s aside from our antics seemed to say,'What are they do<strong>in</strong>g, these middle-aged women?'. And the active part replied,'Rubbish. Let them stay young <strong>and</strong> daft until they're old <strong>and</strong> strange'. Still <strong>in</strong> a'go for it' mood, we went onto Dovedale Grooves, <strong>and</strong> next day climbed CentralPillar <strong>and</strong> Red Edge to compile surely the best weekend's climb<strong>in</strong>g I'll everknow.Hard <strong>Rock</strong> has become a good source <strong>of</strong> routes for the girls <strong>and</strong> Sirplum <strong>in</strong>Chee Dale was on my list. Jenny, a student, had only been climb<strong>in</strong>g six monthsbut had already followed Sirplum, so naturally I <strong>of</strong>fered her the lead. As wewalked along the disused railway she told me that danc<strong>in</strong>g <strong>and</strong> teach<strong>in</strong>g dancewere other leisure <strong>in</strong>terests. Jenny danced up Sirplum without hesitation, tak<strong>in</strong>g<strong>in</strong> her elegant stride the steepness, the exposure, the polished rock. AfterwardsS37
Angela Soper 169whispered happily, 'Guess what — that's the first E route I've ever led'. I couldonly th<strong>in</strong>k, surely the first <strong>of</strong> many.'Butterflies' were <strong>in</strong> evidence before Vector, probably because <strong>of</strong> the earlydays when I was refused access on the grounds that I would only fallirretrievably <strong>in</strong>to space; the rope could be <strong>of</strong> no assistance. Now, I'm eternallygrateful to whoever said that <strong>and</strong> set me up for a sight lead, even if it was twentyyears later. My partner Judy (<strong>of</strong> the clean-h<strong>and</strong>s brigade) had led the routebefore <strong>and</strong> her friendly presence nearly amounted to cheat<strong>in</strong>g by me for, as soonas I made the first <strong>in</strong>terest<strong>in</strong>g step, she mentioned, 'I found that as hard as anymove on the climb', <strong>and</strong> added similar helpful remarks as I cont<strong>in</strong>ued. Vectorwas beautiful, marred only by chalk. It is done <strong>in</strong> the head like an <strong>in</strong>tricatedance; th<strong>in</strong>k <strong>of</strong> the right sequence <strong>and</strong> the rest happens. Technique <strong>and</strong> balance,judgement <strong>and</strong> tim<strong>in</strong>g, grace <strong>and</strong> style are the th<strong>in</strong>gs which matter. But whydidn't I know that before?339 Angela Soper on Cave Arete, Stanage. Ian Smith