23.04.2016 Views

From Buddha-to-be to Teacher in the Buddha’s own Words

A translation of sections from four discourses in the Majjhimanikāya in which the Buddha relates his experiences in struggling to attain Awakening, and whether to teach afterwards

A translation of sections from four discourses in the Majjhimanikāya in which the Buddha relates his experiences in struggling to attain Awakening, and whether to teach afterwards

SHOW MORE
SHOW LESS
  • No tags were found...

Create successful ePaper yourself

Turn your PDF publications into a flip-book with our unique Google optimized e-Paper software.

Austere Striv<strong>in</strong>g - 18<br />

Fur<strong>the</strong>r, this occurred <strong>to</strong> <strong>the</strong> gods after see<strong>in</strong>g me:<br />

‘The ascetic Gotama has died,’ 13<br />

this occurred <strong>to</strong> some gods:<br />

‘The ascetic Gotama has not died, he is dy<strong>in</strong>g,’<br />

this occurred <strong>to</strong> some gods:<br />

‘The ascetic Gotama has not died, he is not dy<strong>in</strong>g, <strong>the</strong> ascetic Gotama<br />

is Worthy, it is <strong>in</strong> this way that <strong>the</strong> Worthy One lives.’<br />

Then I rejected those gods, say<strong>in</strong>g: “Why should I do that?”<br />

6. The Fast<strong>in</strong>g 14<br />

Then this occurred <strong>to</strong> me: ‘What if I were <strong>to</strong> take food little by little,<br />

measure by measure, whe<strong>the</strong>r it <strong>be</strong> mung <strong>be</strong>an soup, or vetch soup, or<br />

chick-pea soup, or pea soup?’<br />

Then I <strong>to</strong>ok food little by little, measure by measure, whe<strong>the</strong>r mung<br />

<strong>be</strong>an soup, or vetch soup, or chick-pea soup, or pea soup.<br />

Then, as I <strong>to</strong>ok food little by little, measure by measure, whe<strong>the</strong>r<br />

mung <strong>be</strong>an soup, or vetch soup, or chick-pea soup, or pea soup, this<br />

body <strong>be</strong>came excessively emaciated.<br />

Just like v<strong>in</strong>e knots or bamboo knots, so were my limbs both great<br />

and small through hav<strong>in</strong>g so little food.<br />

Just like a camel’s foot, so did my but<strong>to</strong>cks <strong>be</strong>come through hav<strong>in</strong>g<br />

so little food.<br />

Just like a twisted v<strong>in</strong>e, so did my backbone <strong>be</strong>come twisted through<br />

hav<strong>in</strong>g so little food.<br />

Just like an old hall, <strong>in</strong> which <strong>the</strong> ma<strong>in</strong> <strong>be</strong>am is rotten and broken, so<br />

did my ribs <strong>be</strong>came rotten and broken through hav<strong>in</strong>g so little food.<br />

13 Lit: made (his) time.<br />

14 MN 36, 85, 100.

Hooray! Your file is uploaded and ready to be published.

Saved successfully!

Ooh no, something went wrong!