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From Buddha-to-be to Teacher in the Buddha’s own Words

A translation of sections from four discourses in the Majjhimanikāya in which the Buddha relates his experiences in struggling to attain Awakening, and whether to teach afterwards

A translation of sections from four discourses in the Majjhimanikāya in which the Buddha relates his experiences in struggling to attain Awakening, and whether to teach afterwards

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Austere Striv<strong>in</strong>g - 28<br />

Now <strong>the</strong>re are some ascetics and brahm<strong>in</strong>s who say this, have this<br />

view: ‘There is purity through eat<strong>in</strong>g.’<br />

They say this: ‘We survive on sesame.’ They eat sesame, <strong>the</strong>y eat<br />

sesame powder, <strong>the</strong>y dr<strong>in</strong>k sesame juice: <strong>the</strong>y enjoy countless k<strong>in</strong>ds<br />

of sesame.<br />

But I recall surviv<strong>in</strong>g on just one sesame a day for food.<br />

It may occur <strong>to</strong> you: ‘At that time sesame was very large.’ But it<br />

should not <strong>be</strong> seen like that. At that time at <strong>the</strong> most <strong>the</strong> sesame was<br />

as it is nowadays.<br />

Because of only eat<strong>in</strong>g one sesame for food my body <strong>be</strong>came<br />

exceed<strong>in</strong>gly th<strong>in</strong>.<br />

Just like v<strong>in</strong>e knots or bamboo knots, so were my limbs both great<br />

and small through hav<strong>in</strong>g so little food.<br />

Just like a camel’s foot, so did my but<strong>to</strong>cks <strong>be</strong>come through hav<strong>in</strong>g so<br />

little food.<br />

Just like a twisted v<strong>in</strong>e, so did my backbone <strong>be</strong>come twisted through<br />

hav<strong>in</strong>g so little food.<br />

Just like an old hall, <strong>in</strong> which <strong>the</strong> ma<strong>in</strong> <strong>be</strong>am is rotten and broken, so<br />

did my ribs <strong>be</strong>came rotten and broken through hav<strong>in</strong>g so little food.<br />

Just like <strong>in</strong> a deep pool, <strong>the</strong> stars <strong>in</strong> <strong>the</strong> water are seen ly<strong>in</strong>g deep and<br />

distant, so <strong>in</strong> <strong>the</strong> sockets of my eyes, <strong>the</strong> pupils of my eyes were seen<br />

ly<strong>in</strong>g deep and distant through hav<strong>in</strong>g so little food.<br />

Just like a freshly cut bitter gourd will <strong>be</strong>come wi<strong>the</strong>red and<br />

shrunken through w<strong>in</strong>d and heat, so did <strong>the</strong> sk<strong>in</strong> on my head <strong>be</strong>come<br />

wi<strong>the</strong>red and shrunken through hav<strong>in</strong>g so little food.<br />

Then th<strong>in</strong>k<strong>in</strong>g: ‘I will <strong>to</strong>uch <strong>the</strong> sk<strong>in</strong> of my s<strong>to</strong>mach,’ I <strong>to</strong>ok ahold of<br />

my backbone, th<strong>in</strong>k<strong>in</strong>g: ‘I will <strong>to</strong>uch my backbone,’ I <strong>to</strong>ok ahold of <strong>the</strong>

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