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ArtConnect: The <strong>IFA</strong> Magazine, Volume 6, Number 1<br />
a gesture we associated with <strong>the</strong> song,<br />
of her pushing aside her sari to reveal<br />
her stomach to Lakshmana to tell him<br />
to see that she was pregnant. Those<br />
angry words of Sita were electrifying.<br />
It was a Sita we did not know, a Sita<br />
seething with anger about <strong>the</strong> injustice<br />
meted out to her.<br />
For those of us who have grown up in<br />
<strong>the</strong> post-Independence years, <strong>the</strong><br />
nation, sacrifice and service were terms<br />
that had become very much a part of<br />
our lives. The body was never<br />
mentioned ei<strong>the</strong>r at home or outside.<br />
We grew up in a kind of bodiless<br />
space. So while we knew that chastity<br />
was very important we did not quite<br />
understand what it meant. The<br />
chastity aspect that Sita represented<br />
had always remained an enigma to me<br />
until that incident. Now it seemed it<br />
resided in <strong>the</strong> body that I had not<br />
understood as yet. And <strong>the</strong> gesture of<br />
revealing her stomach which I<br />
associated with <strong>the</strong> song and <strong>the</strong><br />
earlier memory of women weeping<br />
when <strong>the</strong> agni pariksha incident was<br />
narrated, raised many complex<br />
questions about <strong>the</strong> body.<br />
Then came <strong>the</strong> film Sampoorna<br />
Ramayanam. Rama was played by<br />
N.T. Rama Rao who at that time<br />
played all <strong>the</strong> important mythological<br />
roles. Imagining a Rama while<br />
listening to <strong>the</strong> narrations was<br />
interesting. However, seeing NTR as<br />
Rama was a great disappointment.<br />
What lingered in <strong>the</strong> mind after <strong>the</strong><br />
film was <strong>the</strong> great <strong>the</strong>atre actor T.K.<br />
Bhagawathi, who played <strong>the</strong> role of<br />
Ravana in <strong>the</strong> film. Here, he was<br />
Ravana <strong>the</strong> artist. He played <strong>the</strong><br />
veena, and <strong>the</strong> raga he loved was<br />
Kambodhi. In <strong>the</strong> scene where he is<br />
shorn of all his weapons and Rama<br />
tells him generously, ‘Indru poi naalai<br />
vaaraay’ (go now and come back<br />
tomorrow), he sings with head bowed<br />
in shame saying how could a man tell<br />
him to come back ano<strong>the</strong>r day to<br />
fight. It was a haunting song and one<br />
did not want T.K. Bhagawathi to lose<br />
to N.T. Rama Rao.<br />
One carried <strong>the</strong>se words, sounds,<br />
images and memories when one began<br />
to study <strong>the</strong> Ramayana text. But <strong>the</strong><br />
experience of <strong>the</strong> text is a completely<br />
different one. It is not <strong>the</strong> story but<br />
<strong>the</strong> language that draws one into <strong>the</strong><br />
text. When one loves <strong>the</strong> Tamil<br />
language it is difficult not to love<br />
Kamban. Even reading parts of<br />
Kamban can be an exhilarating<br />
experience. His descriptions of <strong>the</strong><br />
river Sarayu and nature are<br />
captivating. His play with words and<br />
<strong>the</strong>ir sound and rhythms can be