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148 | denis beckett<br />
That we were in an american magazine was because no South<br />
african one would waste space on crackpots. Bloodcurdle was<br />
the order of the day; guilt and comeuppance.<br />
1989’s Sunday Times non-fiction award went to White Tribe<br />
Dreaming. The cNa fiction prize was White Boy running, and<br />
Dry White Season was the film to see. That’s the formula: how<br />
our yesterdays were dramatically screwed up. You wouldn’t<br />
queue for a movie about how our tomorrows might be boringly<br />
stable. That is “denial”. People take offence, with vehemence<br />
even worse, the pool in which these arguments rage is tiny.<br />
Personal factors are raw, especially the factor that no-one you<br />
know should steal a march on you. at an Investec lunch in<br />
fox Street when the Louws’ book was galloping off shelves,<br />
the guest speaker was a respected personage, J, whose deep,<br />
wide, thorough, profound, address went down well. Then he<br />
was asked what he thought of the book. His face contorted, he<br />
snarled, he went apeshit. The poor investment bankers thought<br />
he was having an attack. Maybe he was: Leon and frances<br />
were criminal buffoons who would be better off in bricklaying,<br />
anyone who paid them any attention needed a straitjacket,<br />
their book should be burned on sight …<br />
I perceived that the Louws’ sin was not to have proposed<br />
a direction that J did not approve but to have hopped, in the<br />
public mind, onto the guru platform that belonged to him.<br />
That was sobering. So much for the frenetic search for solutions<br />
currently under way in South africa. J and I had arrived at the<br />
same time and he had been polite about Permanent Peace –<br />
“sound thinking”, “valid contribution” and equivalent noncommittals.<br />
as he ranted on I realised he had no idea what it<br />
said but was fine with it because it hadn’t caught on. One can<br />
contemplate bricklaying.