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182 | denis beckett<br />

couldn’t believe it. They’d yell some routine bit of abuse at some<br />

defenceless guy and Steve goes puce and his head shakes and he<br />

talks to himself, muttering that this is a not a place to be, and he<br />

gets up and walks out. No pay, no notice, gone; finish.<br />

Steve was a carpenter on epsom Downs, a fancy block on the<br />

best side of town. He wrote a gem on his workmates building<br />

a place from which they’d be evicted on sight if they showed<br />

their faces when it was running. His bosses discovered that his<br />

“missing” papers did not exist, but he was their best worker so<br />

they said he could stay if he took a pay cut. Steve looked over<br />

the foreman’s shoulder “and there was a guy wheeling a barrow<br />

of cement with his head bent over and it called to mind the<br />

pictures I have seen of egyptian friezes where the slaves did all<br />

the work and I thought: No.” That was Steve all over.<br />

Whatever genius is, Steve has it, like Van Gogh. He paints<br />

like Van Gogh, too, though urban streets and buildings. from<br />

here, he could go anywhere. That’s true of all of us, literally, but<br />

it’s extra-true for him. Will the 21st century write his biography<br />

and divide his career into Blue Periods and cube Periods? Hard<br />

to believe, but look what Van Gogh’s contemporaries believed.<br />

Steve certainly did a lot to make Frontline worthwhile, anyway.<br />

But printers don’t take worthwhiles and nor did the<br />

greengrocer. In february ‘86 I had the obituary written and<br />

photocopied and ready to mail off – pitiful little wail, too –<br />

when andrew Kenny unexpectedly delivered his experiences<br />

as an apprentice engineer in a mill in Lancashire. Lancashire<br />

is 10,000 km from Frontline’s stamping-grounds, but this piece<br />

was brilliant. Plus, full of echoes of Sa issues. The obituary<br />

was held over and my door-knocking knuckle was once again<br />

applied to the advertiser circuit.<br />

One had-to-be-published item made people puke; me, too.<br />

a soldier, from the recces, the terrorist-catchers on the angola<br />

border, told his tale. He did not seek to win friends. This was the<br />

first time that I perceived my nation’s army as not a misguided<br />

place of good intentions, but an instrument of evil. To my<br />

mind, that was the most bannable thing I ever published, and,

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