Anni - The Perfect Wisdom Web

c r o s s r o a d swell–it was difficult in the first place to reach an agreementand took quite a long time. And if I traveled now,there would be new difficulties and my mother wouldhave more unnecessary worries, which I would like totry to avoid. This way she will have time to get used toit gradually. Until now I had always thought it could bearranged. But now I think it will be better if I stay here.I thought that I could then come around August 27 or28, if that is all right with you. Will you be back homeby then?I am already looking forward to it so much. I hadn’tknown at all that my mother had written to you already.I knew she intended to but I thought she meant later.I thought that then she might be more reassured, sincenaturally she can’t comprehend or imagine how thingsare amongst you. She worries about so many thingswhich just don’t bother me. But she did find your mother’sletter very reassuring.Your loving letter made me so happy. You sure knowhow to help me, dear Emi-Margret. The wedding invitationswere so tastefully planned and beautifully written.You are right when you say that it’s likely a rift can’t beavoided. I think the same. Otherwise it would be overlyeasy to slide from one thing into another. Perhaps thenone also wouldn’t be serious enough about it.Concerning becoming a professor of education –thatactually didn’t cost me any deliberation. For one thing,as you said, after such an education I would be evenmore duty-bound to my mother. Besides which I wouldbe completely incapable of teaching anything, which I111