Anni - The Perfect Wisdom Web

a d i c a l i s mit to us, I beg and plead with you! Everything is extinguishedand we are colder and harder than the hardeststone if you are far away. I can do nothing more if youdon’t help. Everything is shattered, I cannot go on. Mayyour power come, your power! Give it to us, give it to uscompletely so that our hearts are cut by the sharp knifeof your love and your will. Bring the torment to an end!Come to us with your Spirit. Give us your power. I ampoor, I am nothing. Only you exist, you, God!In the past I sometimes wished for an unconsciousradicalism in which my heart would be filled to theoutermost cells with one thing alone, that I would nolonger be aware of myself, that all torment and seeking,all doubt and skepticism would come to an end.Now it has come over me, something I never believed Iwould find. To be sure, it is not an unconscious radicalismin the sense of ecstasy or intoxication; it is a radicalism ofsurrender, a radicalism of deed.d i a r yAugust 7, 1932Accepted into the brotherhood.With her life’s course now fixed, Anni was determinednot to let the rift with her family become wider. In thefollowing months, the exchange of letters continued withgreater intensity than before. In addition to continuing toexplain the nature of her vocation, Anni used her lettersto describe the day-to-day life of the Sparhof in the hope205