Anni - The Perfect Wisdom Web

a n n iexception of a very few. Yet I also don’t have a properrelationship to your group, except perhaps throughyou, and that remains one-sided. Sometimes one doesn’trightly know what to do and feels completely at sea.And then there’s you and Emi-Margret –one certainlycan’t bring you together either. I have been eternallyturning over in my mind how it is, when someone is partof a certain circle from the beginning (even if this circlecontinues to be open to others), by being born into it.Or if they first allow themselves to enter it a little, whathappens, if they prefer saying yes rather than no to everynew thing they encounter in the hope of finding a pieceof wisdom in everything. For all its freedom of approach,this does have somewhat of a method and a purpose. Ifsomeone grows up in such a circle from childhood on, anunimaginable number of things are awakened and developed.Because of this some things are simply absorbedwhich others only discover much, much later with greatdifficulties and effort. And the resulting superiority,which neither can avoid, is continually to be felt. Butthen again, this life in an established circle sometimesmakes things too easy, one is established there too easily,with too little trouble. The lifestyle is more grown intothan struggled for.There is a second way, which one could perhaps havemore contol over, be more capable of changing, andpossibly be less prejudiced in. One can easily becomesatisfied with something, only to throw it out againbecause of unwillingness to be committed, to find a84