Anni - The Perfect Wisdom Web

a n n iAnd in the face of this I had to remain almost silent. Notin the sense of agreement, nor a rejection, nor a backingdown; no, not for one second, even though my heart wastorn and bleeding. But I felt completely powerless to doanything or help in any way, incapable of speaking onesingle word of inner help or comfort; on the contrary, Imust have appeared downright hardhearted and loveless.d i a r yAugust 2, 1932What does it mean to be accepted into the brotherhood?I used to think it meant the same as baptism andhappened at the same time.Through this step the fact of total surrender to thecause, of immersing myself completely, is reaffirmed. Andit means, more strongly than in the novitiate, acceptingthe consequences of this act and taking complete responsibilityfor the cause. Not only being dedicated, but alsobeing determined to be answerable for what springs fromthis attitude in every contact with others within andoutside of the community. It also means wanting to helpcarry all weaknesses and failures, whether of a personal orobjective nature. A desire to be included in the completeunanimity that is given through the spirit is needed. Andit means bringing this unanimity to expression in the relationshipto others, as completely as humanly possible, bywitnessing to it in life and deed.This step means renewing my vow of inviolable, joyful202