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nurse friend help guide me in dosing her with tranquilizers until we got her into Global (apparently
it's how they do it in the hospital). I sat with her, and I know anyone in that kind of pain would have
used their resources to not feel that withdrawal pain, but they didn't believe her or me when I
begged for them to let her back into treatment that morning. She was made to leave and left early
that morning in the middle of nowhere.
That was her last try at help. June 26, 2020 was our last time seeing our baby girl in person. On
June 27, 2020, at 10:15 am she texted me asking for her insurance card to go into detox. She
was desperate to go through detox. To be back with her baby girls who missed her terribly. She
was supposed to come get them, but we never saw her.
For 3 months I searched everywhere and every lead I received from social media. l found these
abusive people who sell drugs, drug mule, or human traffic these weak in addiction. I had many
missing persons with the surrounding county police stations and shared them on my social pages.
On Sept. 24, 2020, I got a call no parent wants to get. The person said to me, "it's Ms. Smith from
the Riverside Coroner’s office, I have a young woman here I believe is your daughter, here are the
tattoos and identifiers. She told me she was walking down the train tracks in the middle of the
tracks. The train conductor honked for a mile, my daughter looked over her right shoulder and
stumbled off to the left but never looked back to see if she made it far enough and was struck. I
sunk in and lost everything inside me. The worst part, she said the accident was on June 28, 2020
just a day after I spoke with my daughter when she was begging for help. She was given a lethal
dose of drugs and later I found out it was a fentanyl mix with a high potency. There was heroin,
meth, codeine, morphine, norco, penicillin, nor- fentanyl, Carfentanyl and the fentanyl was
14.800mg. I couldn’t see my daughter at the coroners or the mortuary because they had her body
for three months and it was decomposed aggressively. The coroner told me they were getting
ready to dispose of her body when they found me via the social media post I made. I would have
searched my whole life for her, how tormenting that would have been. Heartbroken I started to
scream and cried because we had tried to do everything in our strength to help her, she fought so
hard for resources with her doctors and detox, to no avail. I write all this to say, it’s incredibly hard,
almost impossible to go on with such deep pain, but God and my Lord sustains us. I'm still
pushing through for answers and making people aware of addiction and what to do if your loved
ones are suffering with a SUD or been given a lethal dose of fentanyl. The biggest thing I say all
the time now, "LOVE THEM WITH YOUR WHOLE HEART, GIVING EVERY PART OF YOU
EVEN IF YOU FEEL YOU DONT HAVE IT IN YOU AND YOU’RE TIRED, BECAUSE THE
TOUGH LOVE THING NEEDS TO BE REPLACED WITH GOD LOVE!!
At the end of the day, the doctors were my daughter’s first drug dealers, and they kept her using
for years without any real help. I choose what to do with that information, it’s painful! Our life now
is living for my daughter’s girls, raising them in a loving home, and reminding them their mama
wanted so much to be their mom, because she was the best mom two little girls could have.
Qarinna Leal Richardson was my youngest daughter, one of my best friends, her story and her
love of life will continue to raise awareness for all who live in this world.
God bless,
Sandra Martinez (Qarinna's mom)
Riverside, California