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Dear Governor S<strong>and</strong>ers,<br />

My name is Heather Leonard. I lost my son, Preston Klein Leonard, to substance use<br />

disorder on June 28th, 2023. He is forever 27 years old.<br />

"But the fruit of the spirit is love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness,<br />

gentleness, <strong>and</strong> self-control: against such things there is no law." Galatians 5:22-23<br />

This verse in the Book of Galatians describes my precious Preston almost to a "T". He<br />

gave when he himself didn't have. He loved, although he couldn't see why we loved<br />

him the way he loved us. Preston lost his father in 5th grade suddenly to an undetected<br />

heart condition, right before a planned hunting trip to Russellville. He was devastated,<br />

we both were. I believe this is where Preston started to bottle things up inside of<br />

himself. Although we, as mothers, do our very best to protect our babies from pain <strong>and</strong><br />

heartache, we couldn't know what all was going on if he wouldn't tell me or the<br />

counselors. He absolutely appeared to be going through the grief process fine, <strong>and</strong> as a<br />

single mother, the assurance from the professionals was a welcomed relief. Then, in<br />

the 8th grade Preston dropped down to 82 lbs, in what seemed like overnight. I was<br />

panicking, thinking he had some form of cancer. After much research <strong>and</strong> me stalking<br />

my son <strong>and</strong> absolutely getting no sleep just to sit up at night to listen at his bedroom<br />

door, I finally figured out what was going on. No, it wasn't drugs, yet! My 14-year-old<br />

SON had ANOREXIA NERVOSA, which is very rare for a 14-year-old boy to have. And, he<br />

had it bad. Preston had a “textbook” case of anorexia. The details of anorexia alone<br />

are just as horrific as watching an addict, but this is where I believe Preston’s selfdestructive<br />

path started.<br />

I got him well until he turned 17 <strong>and</strong> it was game on again with the devil himself....<br />

methamphetamine. The nights I have spent looking in ditches, trap houses, busting<br />

through doors to see where my son was would make your jaw drop. I was a white,<br />

small town little girl, busting in these dangerous meth houses that most of the time<br />

had no electricity or running water, <strong>and</strong> almost all the time, I went alone. I would carry<br />

nothing with me but a flashlight, my cell phone, <strong>and</strong> sheer determination to save my<br />

son’s life. That's it, that's all I would have with me. He would get clean for a while, <strong>and</strong><br />

my hope would grow high. Then, bam! He would end up in jail or the hospital, or I<br />

would not be able to find him again. Then the cycle would begin all over again. Preston<br />

truly wanted to do better, especially after my gr<strong>and</strong>son was born, his son. He did very<br />

well for about a year <strong>and</strong> a half. Then, here his old demons came creeping up at him<br />

again.<br />

Governor S<strong>and</strong>ers, I have some horror stories about what addiction has done to my<br />

family that you just wouldn't believe except they honestly are true stories. I followed<br />

all the guidelines available at the time <strong>and</strong> did what the experts said to do with<br />

someone<br />

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