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387___________<br />

____________________________________________________ Psychedelics<br />

seemed to have a visual and acoustical rhythm appropriate<br />

to its spatial, visual, and tactile qualities.<br />

During the period 1954-58, I had access to all wards in<br />

the Saskatchewan Hospital in Weyburn and had many oppor-<br />

tunities to talk with various patients, both in the wards and<br />

in the dining room. Later, while under LSD, I mingled with<br />

patients at the University Hospital in Saskatoon. In addition,<br />

some former patients have recorded their comments in let-<br />

ters to Dr. Hoffer and Dr. Osmond, and information relevant<br />

to the building environment has been transmitted to me.<br />

I began to comprehend many of the patients' remarks and<br />

concerns. For example, how a room "leaked" and a patient<br />

saw himself flowing away. He could see his body becoming a<br />

gelatinous and fluid form that flowed and oozed out through<br />

cracks and openings other than the doors and windows. Some-<br />

times his soul or mind seemed to take on a "gaseous" form<br />

that appeared to be "escaping." To be "startled" by the mo-<br />

notony of one color, such as beige throughout the institution,<br />

may sound contradictory, but there was such a phenomenon,<br />

which could immobilize a patient. Similarly, the ubiquitous<br />

terrazzo floor, suspended ceiling, and similar "uniformity"<br />

added to the patient's confusion in relating himself to time<br />

and space. He could be close to his bed spatially, but because<br />

of the number of beds and their arrangement in a room,<br />

the time required to reach his own bed could seem inter-<br />

minable. In contrast, where a room contained only one bed,<br />

it appeared to be "closer." In general, an increase in the<br />

number of similar elements in a room seemed to increase the<br />

spatial and/or time dimension of the room.<br />

It was important to be able to enter a space unobtrusively<br />

and easily, to be able to do this without the feeling of<br />

being on stage or of being observed, and to feel that you were<br />

not intruding on somebody else's psychic space. This lat-<br />

ter feeling was particularly acute when passing another person<br />

or groups of people in a "hard" corridor. I felt that the corri-<br />

dor should be "soft," "absorbent," and even "resilient," so it<br />

could bulge out where necessary to allow another person to<br />

pass.<br />

The hard, glaring, and highly reflective surfaces of polished<br />

terrazzo floors, glazed-tile walls, and white ceiling tiles ere-

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