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Be Not Afraid Healingwhat to think, I blurted out something like, “Well,Zach, are you ready for whatever happens – not justready to be physically healed, but also ready to die?”My point was that the whole question of recoveringor being cured wasn’t getting him anywhere. Hiscancer was now so advanced that he surely didn’t havemore than a week or two left. <strong>The</strong>re was no time fordistractions…After an intense struggle, Zach decided that what hereally needed to do was face the fact that he was dying,and honestly and unconditionally accept God’s will forhim, whatever it might be. In the days that followed, hecontinued to slide downhill, but it no longer matteredto him. He was dying: there was no denying that. Buthe was also – paradoxical as it sounds – experiencingthe healing that had evaded him for so long.Inwardly, Zach was undergoing an unmistakablechange. He became less self-conscious, he reached outmore to other people; he mellowed and deepened. Mostremarkable for this once confident, argumentativetwenty-something, he began to reflect the childlikespirit Jesus says each of us must find if we are to enterthe kingdom of God.Zach’s transformation did not come easily, or withouta price. Nor did the healing he found make sayinggoodbye any easier. For his mother in particular, it wasstill unspeakably hard: “When you lose someone you’re14

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