Journey Back to Eden.pdf - St Mark Coptic Orthodox Church Chicago
Journey Back to Eden.pdf - St Mark Coptic Orthodox Church Chicago
Journey Back to Eden.pdf - St Mark Coptic Orthodox Church Chicago
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A TIME OF UNCERTAINTY 9So I’m going <strong>to</strong> check out of this hotel <strong>to</strong>morrow morning andgo <strong>to</strong> some place far cheaper. That is very possible, judging fromwhat I saw when I was riding in the taxi. Then I’m going <strong>to</strong> makemy way quickly <strong>to</strong> a monastery <strong>to</strong> do my living and working there.I must also try <strong>to</strong> find someone who can help me obtain the fundswhich were wired here.SEPTEMBER 7, SUNDAYI checked in<strong>to</strong> the Talat Harb Hotel <strong>to</strong>day. Really the hotel ofthe third-world traveler. But it’s fifty cents a day; that’s the incrediblething! Even with my very meager funds, I can handle stayinghere for some time, though I hazard <strong>to</strong> describe the conditions ofthis hotel, even in my notes. Suffice it <strong>to</strong> say that it’s neither sanitarynor safe, and there are lots of people staying here from allsides of life, people I might otherwise not get <strong>to</strong> meet, and fromplaces all around the world <strong>to</strong> which I might never get <strong>to</strong> go. Sudaneserefugees; Ethiopian deportees; Ugandan expatriates; failedcollege students; unemployed Lebanese migrants; and some veryintense-looking Islamic religious devotees. But here I will stay untilI find out what else I can do.Father of Glory,What else can I be, but exultant? So rarely can I exercisefair trust in your Providence as now. Now I reap the consequenceof my own carelessness. What have I done? I havecome thousands of miles in<strong>to</strong> a world utterly foreign <strong>to</strong> me,with fearful aspects for me in my ignorance. The language Istudied is really not the one these people speak, and the contactsupon which I had depended have dried up or disappeared.My return ticket is dated for months away, and I amloath <strong>to</strong> attempt <strong>to</strong> reschedule my homecoming, preferring <strong>to</strong>be lost <strong>to</strong> the world than <strong>to</strong> be a complete failure in it. Mygrant and virtually all my funds are lost in a hopeless maze ofArab bureaucracy, and I am residing in squalor.I am completely exhausted. If I collapse, as is likely, I shallat last know this side of the Cross and come <strong>to</strong> know Jesus ashave his finer friends. If I somehow recover beforehand, orthereafter, I shall have a testimony of your power and kindnessby which I could encourage others. I feel the joy of falling in<strong>to</strong>