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INTRODUCTORY MEMOIR<br />
anchored. We have lived in such an elemental<br />
way so long, things here don't look quite right to<br />
me somehow ; or it may be the consciousness of<br />
my so limited time here for freedom—so little<br />
time to do so many things bewilders me.<br />
'<br />
The<br />
Unicorn,' as will be obvious, is just a basis; its<br />
final form will be very different, I hope." 1<br />
On returning to France he was taken ill and<br />
sent down the line. The time in hospital was a<br />
relief, especially as his restlessness in England had<br />
prevented writing or reading.<br />
To Miss Section {dated February 14, 1918).<br />
" We had a rough time in the trenches with<br />
the mud, but now we're out for a bit of a rest,<br />
and I will try and write longer letters. You<br />
must know <strong>by</strong> now what a rest behind the line<br />
means. I can call the evenings—that is, from tea<br />
to lights out—my own ; but there is no chance<br />
whatever for seclusion or any hope of writing<br />
poetry now. Sometimes I give way and am appalled<br />
at the devastation this life seems to have<br />
made in my nature. It seems to have blunted<br />
me. I seem to be powerless to compel my will to<br />
any direction, and all I do is without energy and<br />
interest."<br />
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