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Luang Por Liem: The Ways of the Peaceful - Wat Pah Nanachat

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that <strong>the</strong> Buddha forbade us to do – for <strong>the</strong> sake <strong>of</strong> support and for<br />

bringing our knowledge to a deeper level. <strong>The</strong> vinaya is all about<br />

our bodily, verbal and mental actions. One can say it is something<br />

that affects all aspects <strong>of</strong> our lives.<br />

***<br />

Today we have come toge<strong>the</strong>r to determine <strong>the</strong> pansah. Right<br />

now my health is a state which can definitely be called “not sure”.<br />

It is in a state <strong>of</strong> degeneration related to <strong>the</strong> pumping mechanism,<br />

<strong>the</strong> motor inside <strong>the</strong> heart. <strong>The</strong> condition <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> heart isn’t good.<br />

<strong>The</strong> muscles <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> heart are weak. <strong>The</strong>se muscles don’t have<br />

adequate strength to effectively function – to pump. <strong>The</strong> heart<br />

doesn’t contract as forcefully as it should. So I had to rely on<br />

consulting those who have sufficient experience and knowledge.<br />

<strong>The</strong>y said <strong>the</strong> system is not capable <strong>of</strong> ejecting all <strong>the</strong> fluid out <strong>of</strong><br />

<strong>the</strong> heart. This causes fluid to back up, to accumulate in <strong>the</strong> heart.<br />

This fur<strong>the</strong>r weakens <strong>the</strong> heart causing it to become enlarged and<br />

<strong>the</strong>re is <strong>the</strong> possibility <strong>of</strong> it stopping to work – which in technical<br />

terms is called having “congestive heart failure” – suddenly and<br />

unexpectedly. All this is merely a matter <strong>of</strong> nature. I think <strong>of</strong> it<br />

like this. It’s about <strong>the</strong> process <strong>of</strong> deterioration in nature, but<br />

being in a position <strong>of</strong> living in a society, one can’t just let go. So,<br />

if only for that reason, one needs to know how to nurse, maintain<br />

and cure as much as one is able to support it.<br />

<strong>The</strong>se are some <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> issues concerning this body that I’m<br />

facing now. I’m telling you this to let you all know. It isn’t<br />

anything that’s far away. Concerning o<strong>the</strong>r inner organs, like <strong>the</strong><br />

liver, lungs and kidneys, <strong>the</strong>y are still functional. But <strong>the</strong> system<br />

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