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the same size as<br />
adenine, but it's a little more complicated. It has a free resonance ring." Dennis paused and then gathered his thoughts to continue.<br />
"Now the normal ESR of harmine is a simple signal, but the electron spin configuration of DNA is very, very complicated. It is a broad band.<br />
When the harmine goes in there it will cease to broadcast its own resonation because it will have become very tightly bonded into the structure<br />
of the macro-molecule. It will instead begin to broadcast the ESR resonation of the DNA. That's it. If you have followed it this far, the rest is<br />
easy. DNA is what you are. The physical form is just a lot of juicy macro-physical crystals caused by gene expression, you know, the result of<br />
enzymes set in motion and coded by DNA. Neural DNA is known to be non-metabolizing. It does not go away. The meat on your body comes<br />
and goes every few years. Your skeleton is not the same one you had five years ago, but neural DNA is an exception. It is there for all time.<br />
You come into the world with it. It records and it is an antenna for memory. Not only our personal memory, but any entity or organism which<br />
has DNA in it; there is a way to find a connection to it. This is how we open a passage to the Divine Imagination, this is how William Blake<br />
understood Redemption. This is now within reach.<br />
"This is how it's done. You put a radio into the DNA and this ESR resonation will begin to flood your system because the bond will be<br />
permanent; there will be no way to disrupt it. It will tell you everything—everything that can be known in the world of space and time because<br />
it contains your own and everyone else's records. We are all connected through this magical substance, which is what makes life possible and<br />
which causes it to take on its myriad forms. All DNA is the same. It is the settings that are different; you get butterflies, mastodons, or human<br />
beings, depending on the settings."<br />
"Or so you say," was my noncommittal reply. But I had the distinct impression that I did glimpse his meaning. Organisms are complex<br />
structures that have emerged and stabilized their forms over millions of years. They are literally shaped by the ebb and flow of time on a<br />
vaster scale than any individual lifespan can experience or compare itself to. Organisms have enfolded in their embryology, in their<br />
morphology, a message about the structure of the larger universe. Mysticism has always insisted on this. Molecular biology as the inheritor of<br />
the theory of evolution seems to confirm it.<br />
Perhaps life is a strategy for amplifying quantum mechanical indeterminacy to a level where a macrophysical chemical system, in effect<br />
human beings, can experience and understand it? If one of us could pharmacologically redesign our neurocellular chemistry, there might<br />
indeed be strange new realms of perception and understanding to be explored, brave new worlds of the imagination based on new ratios of<br />
neurotransmitters in the still-evolving brains of human beings. I thought, "Who am I to judge?"<br />
I was intrigued by his precision in invoking these ideas, but for the moment I simply did not know what to say. He stared at me, clearly<br />
expecting more. I believed in the infinite, self-transforming power of the human mind and species, and I could suppose that there were parallel<br />
worlds and alternative dimensions. I could imagine any number of science fiction possibilities, provided that I was not asked to believe, that I<br />
was about to be present personally at their discovery or unleashing. But this is what Dennis was saying: We had somehow stumbled upon or<br />
been led to the trigger experience for the entire human world that would transform the ontological basis of reality so that mind and matter<br />
everywhere would become the same thing and reflect the human will perfectly.<br />
How could anyone conceive of such a thing? We had come to La Chorrera with a belief that if life and mind are possible, then the mysteries of<br />
the universe might well be inexhaustible. Yet something very passive, yet ever present, was there elaborating these ideas in our minds—<br />
something that we had thought of for some days as "The Mushroom."<br />
We talked for more than an hour about these ideas and what finally emerged was the need for a test, or at least Dennis maintained that a partial<br />
test of the idea could be undertaken to convince me and our companions. He thought that as the superconducting state became stabilized there<br />
should be a marked lowering of temperature in the immediate area. In our talking, he and I had left the area of the hut and drifted down the<br />
forest path. It would be possible to attempt to generate the effect of coolness right there on the spot, he supposed.<br />
We seated ourselves on the sandy path facing each other, with the afternoon sun on both of us. After a couple of preliminary low, mechanical<br />
buzzes, Dennis made a sound very similar to the one he<br />
had unleashed in the knoll house three days before. This sound had an extremely peculiar quality and, as it rose in intensity, I looked down at<br />
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