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The face that looked up at him held a haggard weariness; tired from insufficient rest, perhaps, or just <strong>the</strong>toil of <strong>the</strong> previous week; and somewhere in that gaze came to Alex <strong>the</strong> sudden conviction that <strong>the</strong>ywere equals, after all, equally powerless, equally human, and a wave of compassion washed over him."It <strong>is</strong>n't," he said.The actor nodded. He buried h<strong>is</strong> head in h<strong>is</strong> hands and did not move for a while."Can I get you anything?" Alex offered."Water would be fine."The gush of <strong>the</strong> water cooler d<strong>is</strong>pensing clear water into a cup; Alex's footsteps padding back across <strong>the</strong>carpet, and <strong>the</strong> hand gently placing <strong>the</strong> cup before him."Thanks," he said, and ra<strong>is</strong>ed h<strong>is</strong> head from h<strong>is</strong> palms.Alex pulled out <strong>the</strong> spare chair and sat adjacent to him, watching as he took a sip and put <strong>the</strong> cup backdown, gazing unseeingly at <strong>the</strong> shelf before him and saying, "I'm sorry.""What for?" Alex asked."Anything. Everything. All of you being here. For coming here myself and making things worse-""You don't know that things would've been better if you hadn't come.""Jack might still be alive... and Jjaks. That was part of <strong>the</strong> deal. They could be alive now. I just had toagree not to come. O<strong>the</strong>r people would have died, but..." A pause. "Who am I to speak for you. Whyshould it be my dec<strong>is</strong>ion."Alex was l<strong>is</strong>tening intently, hands clasped on <strong>the</strong> table before him. "You did <strong>the</strong> right thing," he said."Did I? I don't know if I did." A gulp of water, <strong>the</strong>n a pause, and quieter: "There was a contract. A fewmonths ago. They sent it to a few of us, asking for consent to bring our characters into th<strong>is</strong> world."Ano<strong>the</strong>r pause. "I said yes."Alex narrowed h<strong>is</strong> eyes."I didn't know. I didn't know what <strong>the</strong>y... how... I didn't think it would be like th<strong>is</strong>. I just... thought... itwould be nice to meet you guys and..."He broke off, looked Alex in <strong>the</strong> eyes. "I'm sorry.""You had a choice," Alex said, h<strong>is</strong> voice terse."I didn't think you were real."Alex looked away from him to <strong>the</strong> table, brow furrowed slightly."I'm sorry," <strong>the</strong> actor said again."They deserve to know."A rueful smile. "Tom will kill me."Alex nodded.They sat in silence for a while."Don't tell <strong>the</strong>m," Alex finally said. "It'll only make things worse."The actor barely reg<strong>is</strong>tered h<strong>is</strong> words, both hands gripping <strong>the</strong> cup of water, just looking at it."Keanu."H<strong>is</strong> head turned slightly towards Alex.

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