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RAMIN ENTREATS PARDON 311<br />

ever blind <strong>and</strong> sad like me. Instead of a fresh 1<br />

poplar 2 a<br />

willow 3 tree has sprung up, <strong>and</strong> instead of musk 4 s<strong>and</strong>;<br />

instead of a precious gem I have been content, thanks to<br />

the turning of the planets <strong>and</strong> heaven, 6 with a piece of<br />

broken potsherd. 6 Now I entreat forgiveness ; soften thy<br />

heart towards me. I have done ill <strong>and</strong> have sinned; do<br />

thou well <strong>and</strong> forgive me. I have sinned <strong>and</strong> repented.<br />

As long as I live thou art the master <strong>and</strong> monarch, thou<br />

canst pay me back; thou art my oppressor<br />

beginning, <strong>and</strong> at the end do not make me pay<br />

from the<br />

for all. If<br />

thou forgivest me not, I will become a porter at the door,<br />

<strong>and</strong> I will endure service<br />

sinned against thee once.<br />

until I | slay myself. I have 850<br />

I am not the only one who has<br />

erred on the earth. Now in return for this I ask a thous<strong>and</strong><br />

I will entreat <strong>and</strong> dem<strong>and</strong> thee for it until wrath<br />

pardons,<br />

disappears from thy heart. As long as I live I shall<br />

consider myself to have sinned, <strong>and</strong> shall blame myself. I<br />

'<br />

will not rest from saying, I have sinned, <strong>and</strong> I repent my<br />

deed.' While I am alive pardon the sinner. Thou hast<br />

sovereignty over the repentant, <strong>and</strong> thou art mistress. In<br />

what way thou wishest pay me out ;<br />

but where are mercy,<br />

mastery, <strong>and</strong> forgiveness (found together) ? . . . When I<br />

shall think upon my sin I shall be hopeless of pardon, <strong>and</strong><br />

my heart will be poured out. If thou wilt not listen to my<br />

I shall<br />

entreaty <strong>and</strong> dem<strong>and</strong>, I shall die here at thy door ;<br />

weep piteously until my spirits fail. I can go nowhere else.<br />

Since thou art merciless to me, whom else can I seek ? Do<br />

not so to me, moon add not ; grief to grief. The aged in<br />

their age <strong>and</strong> philosophers in their wisdom are not infallible,<br />

the swift steed stumbles, the keen blade is blunted, <strong>and</strong> I,<br />

too, have once had a mischance. Now I entreat pardon,<br />

put not on me the fetters of separation. I am thy slave,<br />

thou canst repay me with every punishment. I will be<br />

patient under all pains, except that I cannot bear thee to<br />

become weary of me. Neither can I bear thee to look at<br />

1 Ncdli moist, verdant. * Aha. 8 Tirip'hi, 28, 92, 811.<br />

4 Mushci, 284, 868. rhilaka-1 p'hilakni, 441.

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