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“Come,” he said, preoccupied with the scribbled symbols.<br />

“Hey man. Is Jason showing soon?” Ken asked.<br />

“He should be. I’m figuring we’ll talk for a few hours, get momentum<br />

going, then we’ll go for a walk in the woods.” He looked up from his<br />

book and faced Ken, attempting to conjure any remaining luminosity in<br />

his eyes, but his voice remained hollow. “Do you remember the feeling<br />

you got last time you were there?”<br />

“Well, yes. Kind of a calling from somewhere deeper in…may I?”<br />

Ken asked, pointing towards Alexi’s computer. His bulletin board system<br />

was now a meeting place for over three hundred callers in the area.<br />

“Sure. I also think that we should introduce Jason to the inner circle, if<br />

you know what I mean.”<br />

“Perfectly,” Ken said, clicking away at the computer, cigarette in one<br />

hand.<br />

Alexi turned his attention back to his arm while Ken grumbled about<br />

the inefficiency of PCs in comparison to Macintosh computers. Slowly<br />

Alexi’s methodical drawing deteriorated into a dragging scrawl, his face<br />

hard and blank.<br />

Ken stopped typing and turned around in his chair, noting that his<br />

friend’s facial expression had changed dramatically. He spoke slowly, as<br />

if he was searching for the proper words. “Now, you and I both know<br />

that sometimes one gets an instinctive urge to do something…” Alexi<br />

nodded, stroking his goatee absentmindedly. “This was the case for me<br />

last night… I did my yoga and vessel care, and started drawing runes<br />

upon myself—and I’m not much into skin art… I lit a candle and began<br />

my preliminaries… Relaxation, shutting off one sensory input after<br />

another, and so on. I let the patterns on the insides of my eyelids kind of<br />

lull me… And I felt very, very light, as if I was hovering above my<br />

body… I don’t remember falling asleep, but I assume that was what happened<br />

eventually… I just slipped into dreaming without being asleep,<br />

and awareness never left… I awoke this morning to a sound, like dripping<br />

water… And when I looked around, the candle was still burning. It<br />

left a big mess. Beside my bed was a poem, not written in my hand<br />

though I can’t imagine who else would have written it… …in the temple<br />

of the temple of the temple of the holy… I’ll have to show it to you later.<br />

Any further description would simply not work at this point, but what I<br />

experienced was so beautiful… It truly felt as if a lifetime passed between<br />

closing my eyes last night and opening them this morning, wondering<br />

why the hell the ceiling was leaking until I saw the flame of the<br />

candle, and only upon seeing the flame did the memories of this whole<br />

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