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To: Christian GreyDear Mr. GreyYou wanted to know why I felt confused after you – which euphemism should we apply- spanked, punished, beat, assaulted me. Well during the whole alarming process Ifelt demeaned, debased and abused. And much to my mortification, you’re right, I wasaroused, and that was unexpected. As you are well aware, all things sexual are new tome – I only wish I was more experienced and therefore more prepared. I was shocked tofeel aroused.What really worried me was how I felt afterwards. And that’s more difficult to articulate.I was happy that you were happy. I felt relieved that it wasn’t as painful as I thought itwould be. And when I was lying in your arms, I felt – sated. But I feel very uncomfortable,guilty even, feeling that way. It doesn’t sit well with me, and I’m confused as aresult. Does that answer your question?I hope the world of Mergers and Acquisitions is as stimulating as ever… and that youweren’t too late.Thank you for staying with me.AnaFrom: Christian GreySubject: Free Your MindDate: May 27 2011 08:24To: Anastasia SteeleInteresting… if slightly overstated title heading Miss Steele.To answer your points:• I’ll go with spanking – as that’s what it was.• So you felt demeaned, debased, abused & assaulted – how very Tess Durbeyfieldof you. I believe it was you who decided on the debasement if I remembercorrectly. Do you really feel like this or do you think you ought to feel like this?Two very different things. If that is how you feel, do you think you could just tryand embrace these feelings, deal with them, for me? That’s what a submissivewould do.• I am grateful for your inexperience. I value it, and I’m only beginning to understandwhat it means. Simply put… it means that you are mine in every way.• Yes, you were aroused, which in turn was very arousing, there’s nothing wrongwith that.• Happy does not even begin to cover how I felt. Ecstatic joy comes close.• Punishment spanking hurts far more than sensual spanking – so that’s aboutas hard as it gets, unless of course you commit some major transgression, inwhich case I’ll use some implement to punish you with. My hand was verysore. But I like that.• I felt sated too - more so than you could ever know.• Don’t waste your energy on guilt, feelings of wrongdoing etc. We are consentingadults and what we do behind closed doors is between ourselves. Youneed to free your mind and listen to your body.• The world of M&A is not nearly as stimulating as you are Miss Steele.Christian GreyCEO, Grey Enterprises Holdings Inc.