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“Christian, afraid? I can’t imagine him being frightened <strong>of</strong> anything.” But as I say thewords, I imagine him as a small child. Maybe fear was all he knew then. Sorrow grips andsqueezes my heart at the thought.Kate gazes at me with pursed lips and narrowed eyes, rather like my subconscious – allshe needs is the half-moon specs.“You two need to sit down and talk to each other.”“We haven’t been doing much talking lately.” I flush. Other stuff. Non-verbal communicationand that’s okay. Well, much more than okay.She grins.“That’ll be the sexing! If that’s going well, then that’s half the battle Ana. I’ll grabsome Chinese take-out. Are you ready to go?”“I will be – we don’t have to leave for a couple <strong>of</strong> hours or so.”“No – I’ll see you in twenty.” She grabs her jacket and leaves, forgetting to close thedoor. I shut it behind her and head <strong>of</strong>f to my bedroom mulling over her words.Is Christian afraid <strong>of</strong> his feelings for me? Does he even have feelings for me? Heseems very keen, says I’m his – but that’s just part <strong>of</strong> his I-must-own-and-have-everythingnow– control-freak dominant self, surely. I realize that while I’m away, I will have to runthrough all our conversations again and see if I can pick out telltale signs.I’ll miss you too… more than you know...You’ve completely beguiled me…I shake my head. I don’t want to think about it now. I am charging the BlackBerry,so I haven’t had it with me all afternoon. I approach it with caution, and I’m disappointedthat there are no messages. I switch on the mean machine, and there are no messages thereeither. Same email address Ana – my subconscious rolls her eyes at me, and for the firsttime, I understand why Christian wants to spank me when I do that.Okay. Well, I’ll write him an email.From: Anastasia SteeleSubject: InterviewsDate: May 30 2011 18:49To: Christian GreyDear SirMy interviews went well today.Thought you might be interested.How was your day?AnaI sit and glare at the screen. Christian’s responses are usually instantaneous. I wait… andwait, and finally I hear the welcome ping from my inbox.

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