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flowers. He was unaccustomed to behaving with public<br />

facetiousness, however, dignified, and he attributed the<br />

desire now to joke with Elizabeth Circle to this odd<br />

light-headedness of his. His neighbors, he knew, would<br />

attribute it to the peculiar effects of grief on the<br />

unsuspecting.<br />

But what was so peculiar was that the collapse of<br />

his marriage, while presumably unsuspected, had not,<br />

honestly (once he had been forced to take time to<br />

assess honestly his state of mind), seemed sudden at all.<br />

And more remarkably, had not seemed cause for grief.<br />

And most remarkably (unless his roughest digging had<br />

not been strong enough to pry loose hidden ore of<br />

suffering), his predominant emotion about the entire<br />

matter was that he was very proud and a little bit<br />

envious of Beanie for so clearly grasping the truth and<br />

acting upon it. This response to the abrupt adultery of<br />

his wife and her termination of their marriage after thirty<br />

quiescent years was, he thought, marvelously bizarre,<br />

but so absurd, even to himself, that he felt shy about<br />

sharing it, even with the wryest of his acquaintances,<br />

A.A. Hayes (who was too committed to the

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