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like he: They look at someone <strong>and</strong> know that the person has no soul, period, end of all rational<br />

considerations." He laughed. "On my first meeting with father he resolved that I had 'soul' <strong>and</strong><br />

received me with open arms. And you decided that I had so much soul that you had to have<br />

part of it!"<br />

Alex<strong>and</strong>ra knew, of course, exactly who were her soulmates <strong>and</strong> who her antagonists,<br />

<strong>and</strong> once she had made this distinction, it stuck to the person with many serious<br />

consequences. She nodded <strong>and</strong> looked pensively at <strong>Konrad</strong>. "How do you think this process<br />

works?"<br />

<strong>Konrad</strong> stopped before her <strong>and</strong> faced her, a frown on his brow. "I have thought about<br />

how you acquire such knowledge for many years. It is obviously entirely visual. You look at<br />

somebody <strong>and</strong> know. In fact, words confuse you. You search for a picture in your mind that fits<br />

the stranger."<br />

He scratched his head. "You <strong>and</strong> father read body language. There are people with the<br />

‘right’ <strong>and</strong> others with the ‘wrong’ body language, or what is worse, no body language at all.<br />

Dahl speaks with his head. He has trained his body to remain mute."<br />

<strong>Konrad</strong> touched his lips with his clasped h<strong>and</strong>s <strong>and</strong> then swept his arm. "I am convinced<br />

that this is the reason why Papa is unable to trust him: Dahl is a western, intellectual,<br />

humanist, a Kopfmensch, who shows no feelings <strong>and</strong> permits himself no intuitive spontaneity.<br />

He decides between good <strong>and</strong> evil with his head—a decidedly dangerous person!"<br />

Alex<strong>and</strong>ra smiled <strong>and</strong> said mockingly. "Are you serious in thinking that Kopfmenschen<br />

are dangerous? I have tried all these years to control my emotions with my head."<br />

<strong>Konrad</strong> waved his head. "Yes <strong>and</strong> no. Kopfmenschen believe they make predictable,<br />

rational decisions, which, without their knowledge, may be badly distorted by their suppressed<br />

emotions."<br />

He laughed briefly. "With you this is an entirely different matter, you are so openly<br />

emotional that a little head-control is desirable for your own good. As long as you are aware<br />

that you make decisions emotionally everything is all right. It is when you lose your head that<br />

you become dangerous to yourself. Your intuitive grasp of good <strong>and</strong> evil is in excellent health,<br />

<strong>and</strong> you know that I rely on you more often than seems justified by my judgment. Your visions<br />

may sometimes be crazy, but they are not distorted by inherited traumata as Dahl’s are—a<br />

fortunate circumstance you probably owe to your father who loves you so consummately."<br />

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