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which I did not underst<strong>and</strong>.<br />

When I found Wei-ji <strong>and</strong> George they were having a glass of wine in the village<br />

tavern. George laughed, he had feared that I had gone straight to nirvana. They were<br />

discussing my cremation, hoping that the incineration of my mortal remains would free<br />

the world of my restless foreign spirit (gui-hu) <strong>and</strong> I would no longer threaten my friends’<br />

sense of reality. Wei-ji exploded in a peal of laughter. I must have looked nonplussed.<br />

But I could underst<strong>and</strong> these two soulless materialists, they were bored.<br />

In the afternoon we decided to climb the mountain. On our way we passed a<br />

nunnery with an over-life-sized reclining Buddha in Paranirvana, the death of the<br />

historical Buddha Gautama. The nuns had shaven heads <strong>and</strong> wore no headgear.<br />

Strange, how similar men <strong>and</strong> women look without hair.<br />

The path to the top of the isl<strong>and</strong> mountain climbed straight up the steepest slope,<br />

by way of stairs! It was hot <strong>and</strong> humid. We passed two young girls in heavy clothing<br />

who threw themselves on the stairs, got up <strong>and</strong> two steps onwards threw themselves<br />

down again. In the heat of noon!<br />

Wei-ji could not hide her disgust. She said guardedly. "Mr. <strong>Konrad</strong>, these are<br />

Tibetan girls, aren’t they embarrassing? No Chinese would make a show of his<br />

emotions like that." I was overcome by contradictory feelings. The surprise of seeing<br />

Tibetans for the first time, compassion with their devout prostrations, annoyance with<br />

Wei-ji’s Chinese arrogance—<strong>and</strong> the eminently sensible Confucian insight that man<br />

should leave religion to the clerics who specialize in such things. I am afraid it will cost<br />

me some time to resolve these contradictions in my mind.<br />

At the top of the mountain opened a panoramic view across numerous isl<strong>and</strong>s<br />

<strong>and</strong> the open yellow sea, <strong>and</strong> then I discovered that the flags on the mast—squares of<br />

colored cloth frayed by wind <strong>and</strong> weather—were densely printed with Tibetan letters,<br />

prayer flags, so far from the L<strong>and</strong> of the White Clouds!<br />

Exhausted <strong>and</strong> thirsty, we asked for a cup of tea in a monastery which cowered,<br />

protected from the wind, in a hollow on the far side of the mountain. The brother<br />

doorkeeper produced an intelligent-looking monk of my age who introduced himself in<br />

English as the abbot <strong>and</strong> inquired after our wishes.<br />

Over a cup of tea, its leaves swimming—one strains them with one’s teeth—I<br />

collected my courage <strong>and</strong> asked the abbot for the history of early Ch’an.<br />

In contrast to the Sufi, the Chinese have a very pronounced sense for history. The<br />

abbot gave us a brief description of this Chinese variant of Buddhism. Bodhidharma, the<br />

mythical founder, came to China from southern India in the sixth century. The<br />

characteristic Chinese form evolved a hundred years later. By the thirteenth century<br />

Ch’an had displaced all other schools of Buddhism in China. In this period it must have<br />

reached the Sufi in Turkestan.<br />

To my question, what are the specific methods <strong>and</strong> doctrines of Ch’an, the man<br />

was silent. Eventually he smiled. "I assume, that you know nothing about Ch’an or its<br />

Japanese variant Zen?"<br />

I nodded.<br />

"Well, Ch’an uses averbal <strong>and</strong> arational methods, which one can practice, but<br />

which defy description in words... Ch’an reduced the complex <strong>and</strong> slow Indian<br />

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