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Konrad and Alexandra (pdf) - Rolf Gross

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A Visit to K<strong>and</strong>insky<br />

Murnau 1913<br />

Alex<strong>and</strong>ra called K<strong>and</strong>insky. A few moments of embarrassed silence passed before he<br />

remembered her, but then his voice changed. "Yes, of course, the Georgian princess who can<br />

see music <strong>and</strong> reads Nietzsche!" he joked in Russian. He invited Alex<strong>and</strong>ra <strong>and</strong> Claudia. "You<br />

will be surprised, I have found an abstract mode to paint music! I am very curious what you will<br />

hear with your sensitive, blue eyes."<br />

Claudia drove. They first visited Clara Westhoff in Berg who received them with open<br />

arms.<br />

They had an early lunch with Ruth, <strong>and</strong> afterwards, over coffee, Clara read, as she had<br />

promised Alex<strong>and</strong>ra on the train, from Rilke’s unfinished Duineser Elegies. Claudia moved,<br />

became very quiet. The stanzas were composed of complex religious images of such density<br />

that several times Alex<strong>and</strong>ra had to ask for a rereading.<br />

They told Clara of their invitation to K<strong>and</strong>insky’s house for the late afternoon. Clara had<br />

kept the day free for Alex<strong>and</strong>ra <strong>and</strong> Claudia. "You know, I would really like to join you. Maybe I<br />

would underst<strong>and</strong> his paintings better when he explains them."<br />

Alex<strong>and</strong>ra called K<strong>and</strong>insky, <strong>and</strong> with only a trace of sarcasm in his voice, he said. "Do<br />

bring her. Three young women! I will have to collect all my charm, but it should be my<br />

pleasure."<br />

When they arrived at the Russenhaus—as a young boy had called it whom they had<br />

asked for directions in Murnau—K<strong>and</strong>insky received them in high spirits. "For three weeks I<br />

have been alone in this house, holed up painting. It is a pleasure to be distracted by you."<br />

Gabriele Münter was in Italy. "You are lucky to find me in Murnau, we travel a great<br />

deal. Come sit down <strong>and</strong> let me make some tea."<br />

He fussed with the pots <strong>and</strong> cups in the kitchen. Dozens of canvasses cluttered the<br />

house, seemingly chaotic, abstract paintings, just as Clara had described them. In her mind<br />

Alex<strong>and</strong>ra called them “doodles,“ several confusing layers of doodles, one on top of the other,<br />

very colorful, but apparently meaningless. Puzzled Alex<strong>and</strong>ra stared at the paintings trying to<br />

extract the music that might have inspired them, but heard nothing.<br />

K<strong>and</strong>insky returned with a silver serving tray, four delicate Meissen teacups, a matching<br />

pot, <strong>and</strong> torte from the local bakery. "Gabriele’s china. I have become accustomed to having a<br />

woman in the house, forgive my poor service."<br />

Alex<strong>and</strong>ra’s eyes examined the paintings leaning along the walls of the room.<br />

"So what do you hear?" K<strong>and</strong>insky asked.<br />

"Nothing," said Alex<strong>and</strong>ra not very gracefully.<br />

"Wait, I will put on the recording that inspired this large composition over there."<br />

He picked a black disc from the bookshelf. "Since our conversation with Webern <strong>and</strong><br />

Schoenberg I have tried to paint Farbensymphonien. It was very frustrating. I do see colors to<br />

music but cannot do the opposite. I cannot spontaneously hear the music of what I paint. So<br />

Princess Alex<strong>and</strong>ra, I followed your advice. I tried over <strong>and</strong> over again to paint the colors <strong>and</strong><br />

forms which I see when I hear music. I fear only I will see the music which I hear, but perhaps<br />

you can help me."<br />

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