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Self-Image.<br />

Initially, Mary was confident when challenged by this new approach but soon<br />

realized she was unprepared. With little opportunity to absorb and learn about the Reggio<br />

approach before being placed in a classroom filled with behavioural issues, Mary now<br />

has doubts about her abilities. When asked about her self-image Mary qualifies her<br />

answers – “somewhat satisfied” or “pretty satisfied.” While satisfied with establishing<br />

classroom control and confident of providing curriculum that covers “all developmental<br />

areas,” she has not fully incorporated the emergent quality of a Reggio-inspired<br />

curriculum. When she compares herself to the other focus group members, she is less<br />

satisfied with her level of expertise and practice. Mary admitted to a conflicted inner<br />

dialogue in which she questioned whether she could completely accept this alternative<br />

approach to her practice.<br />

Part of me didn’t feel very good about myself after some of the<br />

conversations. These people were all here and I was way down there. I<br />

don’t think I am ever going to get there. I don’t know whether I believe in<br />

all of this.<br />

Mary was concerned about whether she was “doing Reggio” in the right way. She<br />

participated less when the discussion turned to curriculum. Her focus was with classroom<br />

control. Mary’s goal was to create a space for the children “to learn and to grow” and<br />

before she could do that she needed to continue to improve the social atmosphere of the<br />

classroom.<br />

Metaphor of teaching.<br />

In describing her teaching, Mary employs two separate metaphors. In the first,<br />

Mary sees teaching as a garden where children have a place to grow.

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