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I’d been dating a girl for over a month—the girl I very much believed was my first girlfriend—<br />
without ever having had a single conversation with her.<br />
Now the whole night came rushing back and I saw it from her point of view, and it was<br />
perfectly obvious to me why she didn’t want to get out of the car. She probably hadn’t wanted<br />
to go to the dance with me in the first place; she probably owed Tom a favor, and Tom can<br />
talk anyone into anything. Then I’d left her sitting and waiting for me for an hour and she<br />
was pissed off. Then she got into the car and it was the first time we had ever been alone, and<br />
she realized I couldn’t even hold a conversation with her. I’d driven her around and gotten<br />
lost in the dark—a young girl alone in a car in the middle of nowhere with some strange guy,<br />
no idea where I was taking her. She was probably terrified. Then we got to the dance and she<br />
didn’t speak anyone’s language. She didn’t know anyone. She didn’t even know me.<br />
Bongani and I stood outside the car, staring at each other. I didn’t know what to do. I<br />
tried talking to her in every language I knew. Nothing worked. She only spoke Pedi. I got so<br />
desperate that I started trying to talk to her using hand signals.<br />
“Please. You. Me. Inside. Dance. Yes?”<br />
“No.”<br />
“Inside. Dance. Please?”<br />
“No.”<br />
I asked Bongani if he spoke Pedi. He didn’t. I ran inside to the dance and ran around<br />
looking for someone who spoke Pedi to help me to convince her to come in. “Do you speak<br />
Pedi? Do you speak Pedi? Do you speak Pedi?” Nobody spoke Pedi.<br />
So I never got to go to my matric dance. Other than the three minutes I spent running<br />
through it looking for someone who spoke Pedi, I spent the whole night in the parking lot.<br />
When the dance ended, I climbed back into the shitty red Mazda and drove Babiki home. We<br />
sat in total awkward silence the whole way.<br />
I pulled up in front of her block of flats in Hillbrow, stopped the car, and sat for a<br />
moment as I tried to figure out the polite and gentlemanly way to end the evening. Then, out<br />
of nowhere, she leaned over and gave me a kiss. Like, a real kiss, a proper kiss. The kind of<br />
kiss that made me forget that the whole disaster had just happened. I was so confused. I<br />
didn’t know what I was supposed to do. She pulled back and I looked deep into her eyes and<br />
thought, I have no idea how girls work.<br />
I got out of the car, walked around to her side, and opened her door. She gathered up her<br />
dress and stepped out and headed toward her flat, and as she turned to go I gave her one last<br />
little wave.<br />
“Bye.”<br />
“Bye.”