Kill Switch by Penelope Douglas

I looked down at my hands as Ashby pushed me out of the
room, away from her, and all the pain and loss spun like a
cyclone in my brain.
I would never want you. No one would ever love you.
I’d defiled her, like I knew I would.
She would never dance like an innocent again.
She’d never have the wonder in her eyes she had when she
was on that motorcycle.
I’d changed her forever. I’d bent and twisted and broken
everything that made her the most beautiful thing that ever
happened to me.