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<strong>Making</strong> <strong>Your</strong> <strong>First</strong> <strong>Million</strong><br />
"We need you. You come along <strong>and</strong> sit here right up the front where everyone can see<br />
you, okay. And we'll tell all the newcomers if you keep drinking you'll end up like him."<br />
And Col's eyes glimmered with happiness. Not no good no more. Good man. You stop<br />
drinken an you won't en up like me! And he got well. We all have a value, even the least<br />
<strong>of</strong> these our brothers.<br />
Why are we here? To sit in splendid isolation like Jack, surrounded by all his mates at<br />
5.30 in the morning, or to engage life? Materialism is not the solution. Materialism for its<br />
own sake is a fraud. There is more, but it's not immediately obvious, <strong>and</strong> it takes some<br />
searching out. I'd had a glimpse <strong>of</strong> it when I'd let go <strong>and</strong> asked for help, childlike <strong>and</strong><br />
desperate, <strong>and</strong> I'd come to experience the healing power <strong>of</strong> love <strong>and</strong> letting go <strong>of</strong> fear in<br />
my life <strong>and</strong> the lives <strong>of</strong> people I was now meeting. I was starting to heal. I had no<br />
certainty other than the path I had been heading down was the wrong one for me. Where<br />
this new one was heading I had no idea.<br />
I stopped drinking <strong>and</strong> got on with my life with the shy knowledge that there is a power<br />
outside <strong>of</strong> myself that I could tap into through prayer. I didn't know what it was <strong>and</strong> didn't<br />
want to know. All that mattered was that it worked. My business was back on the upward<br />
path to recovery, I had left my past <strong>and</strong> its caustic relationships behind, <strong>and</strong> I had a new<br />
love in my life, Pauline. I was happy, sober <strong>and</strong> back on the path <strong>of</strong> getting rich. My<br />
business took <strong>of</strong>f again, this time into the stratosphere. A million, two, three, four, five. I<br />
was back where I started <strong>and</strong> in real danger <strong>of</strong> imploding. Money was coming in faster<br />
than ever. My basic unit <strong>of</strong> currency was a thous<strong>and</strong> dollars, a gr<strong>and</strong>. My bank manager<br />
took me to lunch <strong>and</strong> gave me a gold card with a quarter million limit. Overseas travel,<br />
Las Vegas, Hong Kong, nightclubs, flash new cars, a house on the hill with servants, a<br />
country estate, all the trappings <strong>of</strong> wealth. We succumbed to them all. Five star hotels<br />
were inadequate. We sought out thous<strong>and</strong> dollar a night palaces. But it wasn't enough. I<br />
knew it would never be enough.<br />
Is that all there is? I finally summoned the courage to share my experience with Pauline.<br />
"There is a God," she said. "I've always known."<br />
"Maybe we should go to church." I <strong>of</strong>fered shyly.<br />
"Maybe. If you want. But if they burn incense <strong>and</strong> chant in Latin I'm outta there." We<br />
neither <strong>of</strong> us had any idea what to expect. I rang a friend. Sure, he'd be glad to take us.<br />
We arrived on time, joined our friends, <strong>and</strong> climbed to the mezzanine level <strong>of</strong> a vast<br />
building, holding a thous<strong>and</strong> people. We could remain inconspicuous from here <strong>and</strong><br />
check it out. A four year-old boy was on stage playing a cello as big as himself <strong>and</strong> his<br />
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