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122 Wait a minute, I say, Tell me what happened. You tell me of the garden tour, the pain, the ambulance from Braidwood to Canberra. I'll be back on the fifth, I say. You say, Oh … xv The rest of the family say you'll be home next weekend. xvi I realise that I leave on the fifth and don't get home until the seventh. xvii Early the next day, I ring. Late the next day, I ring again. Each time I ring you are asleep. xviii I try to get on that night's flight, but as I speak the plane from Santa Barbara to LA flies over the motel.
123 The drive to LA is too long. I book for the next night's flight. The first. I cancel my five days in San Francisco. xix As I drive to LA I talk to you. Tears stream down my face. Mum, don't die before I get there. xx Against all odds I run into the one person I know in LA. This calms me. I feel protected. xxi From the Melbourne airport, I ring you. You are asleep. xxii I am still reading Almanac of the Dead. xxiii I arrive at the hospital. A nurse asks me to wait in the family room. I assume she's gone to tell you I've arrived.
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Susan Hawthorne is a poet, novelist
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the Butterfly Effect Susan Hawthorn
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Contents note to sappho vii The But
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Note to Sappho It’s been a long t
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3 Strange tractors It’s an ancien
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5 We stand in a place where flowers
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7 not missing a beat. His history i
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Unstopped Mouths
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11 Unstopped Mouths 1 we meet in th
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13 simplified a single twist of hai
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15 we line the shelves of our homes
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17 summer with fire in the nostrils
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19 Empurpled 1 physicists speak of
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21 to the moon 5 with desire satisf
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23 we play pool billiards and snook
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25 harpies sirens birds of prey les
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27 In the Prisons we are known as c
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29 it’s still happening just two
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31 when the moon rises full in Scor
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33 my friend Daisy killed her husba
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35 some live in prisons without wal
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37 Rose Garden those who have no me
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39 making rosettes embroidering pil
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41 we fall upon one another kissing
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43 Firenze in honour of Jacqui Stoc
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45 porticos are chosen for secret m
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47 the cupola floats like a giant b
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49 we share our home with dogs cats
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51 Death for Maureen O’Connor it
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53 we stand in the cold gathering s
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55 Gumboots and Goblin Fruit we pul
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57 amazons Margaret Bhadravati Boud
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59 with the assistance of harnesses
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61 sipping at lemons 22 relishing t
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63 Amphibious Lips we tuck hibiscus
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65 we take our boats casting off 11
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67 some days we float above corals
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69 we build fires on the beach cook
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Page 87 and 88: 77 Angel Tongues Hail Mary Mother o
Page 89 and 90: 79 mani padme aum clouds wrap thems
Page 91 and 92: 81 pustules vile bodies unclean bod
Page 93 and 94: 83 Tragedia they say it is a traged
Page 95 and 96: 85 social mores shift and run their
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Page 99 and 100: 89 there are cities in our minds 21
Page 101 and 102: 91 those who fear us have many name
Page 103 and 104: 93 sleepless eyes reviled for our a
Page 105 and 106: 95 Love is an Uprising we write wri
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Page 109 and 110: 99 some of us are saints 19 or Sybi
Page 111 and 112: 101 Lavender Hour in the lavender h
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Page 117 and 118: 107 Carnivale 1 we sing sliding alo
Page 119 and 120: 109 the Queen of Hearts the Queen o
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Page 129 and 130: 119 Almanac of the Dead 1 for Primr
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Page 135 and 136: 125 Graveside Meditation We, the mo
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Page 139 and 140: 129 But then the war came. You had
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Page 147 and 148: 137 The Dead i The dead press their
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Page 162 and 163: 152 Mementos for Sindhu, she says,
Page 164 and 165: 154 but not the silence between us.
Page 166 and 167: 156 Is this what freedom amounts to
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172 The buffalo is in camouflage, w
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174 o In Goa, tourists tear along o
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176 just then, I receive one from h
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178 entwined double snakes, spirals
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180 Poorvashada and Uttarshada— f
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182 Mourning my father, the stillne
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184 of battles between the freedoms
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186 4 Feb In this one speeding car,
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188 I can haggle too, but not here.
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190 broad swathe is no highway for
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192 spread it out in the paddock an
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194 Second Sutra 26 May 2004, Delhi
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196 half contained. Pot plants flow
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198 o The women of Jagori share lun
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200 29 May We attend a reading in A
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202 emerge from behind bushes, thei
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204 31 May Old Agra is shimmering i
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206 Knocked sideways by this rush o
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208 third Sutra 28 Dec 2004, Bingil
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Fragilities
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214 Gravity’s rainbow could not f
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216 Greek for Suzanne Bellamy in ho
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218 It helped her unravel the birds
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220 Oil and water I said, It’s no
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222 The Day of My Crucifixion for a
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224 perform as if in a wake ghostli
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Eye of a Needle 226 Mid-twentieth c
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228 o 1980s In the camp I live unde
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230 Once long ago they said I was a
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232 women falling, falling … We a
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235 Bibliography Abbot, Sidney and
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237 —. 1989. Medieval Woman’s M
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239 —. 1990. Lecture, UCLA, May 5
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241 Jay, Karla. 1999. Tales of the
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243 Radicalesbians. 1970. “The Wo
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245 Undset, Sigrid. 1951/1980. Kris
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247 Acknowledgements Some of the po
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