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204 31 May Old Agra is shimmering in the heat. A dozen or more handmade ladders lean against the awnings. Horses, cows, motorbikes, bicycles, trucks are pumped through these narrow streets. The heart in a drawn out systole. Scintl and I pause for chai. Around us men, they watch us and we watch them. Boiled water into tin cups, rinsed and only then the chai. Wearing other eyes we are like technicolour movie cut outs in a medieval marketplace filmed in black and white. Ornately carved balconies jut above a yellow wall proclaiming BUTTER utterly butterly delicious. A man, head covered like a penitent, walks the street in platform shoes. Bamboo
205 creates the most original retail scaffold for bright pink, green and yellow girls’ dresses. In this world of multiple zones time is never in the same place. Centuries contained in a single gaze. Metal-wheeled carts front shops with internet access; carved stone dogs guard Coca-Cola; saris and cigarettes are sold by the same man. At the station the shoeshiners, grounded by broken limbs, delight in false repairs. But it’s the thirsty cows who have the last say, tethered close they low and drink one another’s urine beside the river refracting oceanic light. o In Agra, I hope I have left behind the shuddering tears of anger.
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Susan Hawthorne is a poet, novelist
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the Butterfly Effect Susan Hawthorn
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Contents note to sappho vii The But
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Note to Sappho It’s been a long t
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3 Strange tractors It’s an ancien
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5 We stand in a place where flowers
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7 not missing a beat. His history i
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Unstopped Mouths
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11 Unstopped Mouths 1 we meet in th
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13 simplified a single twist of hai
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15 we line the shelves of our homes
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17 summer with fire in the nostrils
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19 Empurpled 1 physicists speak of
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21 to the moon 5 with desire satisf
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23 we play pool billiards and snook
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25 harpies sirens birds of prey les
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27 In the Prisons we are known as c
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29 it’s still happening just two
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31 when the moon rises full in Scor
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33 my friend Daisy killed her husba
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35 some live in prisons without wal
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37 Rose Garden those who have no me
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39 making rosettes embroidering pil
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41 we fall upon one another kissing
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43 Firenze in honour of Jacqui Stoc
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45 porticos are chosen for secret m
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47 the cupola floats like a giant b
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49 we share our home with dogs cats
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51 Death for Maureen O’Connor it
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53 we stand in the cold gathering s
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55 Gumboots and Goblin Fruit we pul
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57 amazons Margaret Bhadravati Boud
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59 with the assistance of harnesses
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61 sipping at lemons 22 relishing t
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63 Amphibious Lips we tuck hibiscus
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65 we take our boats casting off 11
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67 some days we float above corals
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69 we build fires on the beach cook
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71 The Land for Renate and River I
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73 known to drive nine hundred kilo
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75 we are not the only lesbians in
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77 Angel Tongues Hail Mary Mother o
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79 mani padme aum clouds wrap thems
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81 pustules vile bodies unclean bod
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83 Tragedia they say it is a traged
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85 social mores shift and run their
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87 HD 17 even though their words bu
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89 there are cities in our minds 21
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91 those who fear us have many name
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93 sleepless eyes reviled for our a
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95 Love is an Uprising we write wri
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97 we imagine a language invented b
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99 some of us are saints 19 or Sybi
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101 Lavender Hour in the lavender h
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103 in the lavender hour extraterre
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105 the lavender hour is not marked
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107 Carnivale 1 we sing sliding alo
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109 the Queen of Hearts the Queen o
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111 join the throng beating out the
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115 Music for lesbian mouths oooooo
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119 Almanac of the Dead 1 for Primr
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121 ix I go to breakfast and mentio
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123 The drive to LA is too long. I
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125 Graveside Meditation We, the mo
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127 In my mind then comes a phrase
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129 But then the war came. You had
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131 You told me later that you spen
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133 As the cold wraps itself around
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135 Memory is trampled by daily lif
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137 The Dead i The dead press their
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139 I return to my daughters in the
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India Sutra
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144 modern day swan-maidens. Here a
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146 the coffin missing but still th
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148 unlike the others, she talks tu
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150 o A buzz of black and yellow pa
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152 Mementos for Sindhu, she says,
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Page 188 and 189: 178 entwined double snakes, spirals
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Page 204 and 205: 194 Second Sutra 26 May 2004, Delhi
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Page 208 and 209: 198 o The women of Jagori share lun
Page 210 and 211: 200 29 May We attend a reading in A
Page 212 and 213: 202 emerge from behind bushes, thei
Page 216 and 217: 206 Knocked sideways by this rush o
Page 218 and 219: 208 third Sutra 28 Dec 2004, Bingil
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Page 224 and 225: 214 Gravity’s rainbow could not f
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Page 228 and 229: 218 It helped her unravel the birds
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Page 232 and 233: 222 The Day of My Crucifixion for a
Page 234 and 235: 224 perform as if in a wake ghostli
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Page 238 and 239: 228 o 1980s In the camp I live unde
Page 240 and 241: 230 Once long ago they said I was a
Page 242 and 243: 232 women falling, falling … We a
Page 245 and 246: 235 Bibliography Abbot, Sidney and
Page 247 and 248: 237 —. 1989. Medieval Woman’s M
Page 249 and 250: 239 —. 1990. Lecture, UCLA, May 5
Page 251 and 252: 241 Jay, Karla. 1999. Tales of the
Page 253 and 254: 243 Radicalesbians. 1970. “The Wo
Page 255 and 256: 245 Undset, Sigrid. 1951/1980. Kris
Page 257 and 258: 247 Acknowledgements Some of the po
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